frankly speaking, it's just three months. I know it's very hard for me to separate from him already. sometimes I have to be out the whole day and my heart and my mind is always be with Eden. I always have an urge to rush home every single busy day, to be home to accompany him. I wonder how I'll survive going back to working life in the hospital. the thought of it dreads me deadly. I really don't know if I should take the no-pay-leave. I mean seriously I'm having difficulty parting from my baby during daytime...