oh my god.. i just finish my skills assessment and i'm at e plaza posting this. first hand news! i cannot believe it. i'm so fated with Tan Siew Hong. she take me for my skills la. oh my god...

i pick my case study- having snatch with tess. she got catheterisation! i wanted that la.. so easy. i got myself insertion of ngt and low intermittent suctioning. gosh.. when i saw tan siew hong approaching to the bed that i was posted to, i was thinking' no! no! pls dun assess me! pls! pls! NO!' and then 'SHIT!! she's really assessing me'. FREAK OUT MAN!! i regret saying that she was clumpsy and stuff. haha.. this is call 'bao ying'. sia la..

one of her comment was 'if i am your patient ah, i won't want you to be my nurse. see! your trolley is so untidy'. my god! when you are nervous, won't you tend to screw up a bit? hahas..

well.. it's finally o'er! i'm glad i've passed! i can concentrate on my theory test for tml! and after all, i can relax and enjoy mayday concert!

COUNTING DOWN: 4 MORE DAYS TO CONCERT!

well.. im on my way mugging hard for my theory test and my skills. today i just had my last chance to practice my skills before the real assessment commence. well, i tried everything that i wasnt quite sure. and now, im pretty confident. at least i had clarify all my enquiries with haslinda, that betty boop( not of her boops, but she really look like one. so cute..) erm.. ok.. *not trying to be les or something*

back to topic, i really hope that confidence can last me till tue- so which means i need to continue mugging hard. guess i will not be able to blog these few days le. im busying with my CLINICAL u know... *gan-batte*

today during our skills, haslinda was not here and guess who took over us?it's the nurse manager. gosh! you know who? Tan Siew Hong you know? the lady who everyone is scared of. she's the director of nursing- those head in nursing. maybe because of her height that many were scared of her.can imagine that all da gals were in the toilet, tying their hair, making sure that they wear slippers with back stripe, and all sorts of discipline thingy. well, her class was surprisingly fun. she's nice. her teaching were short and clear. but i was shocked by her clumpsiness. *opps*. her actions just kinda funny which makes me like non-stop. hahas.

next was bio. every tue will be our class 'photo-shooting session'. the batch of us were in the bio lab taking stupid pictures and james will be da one using his phone to shoot. we gals will be like posing funny style and stupid stuff. can't forget da part where i was behind alice and my hand will be act as 'her hand'.i do the actions and she, the expression. craziness.

lastly! kathleen class. adnormal psychology. we were learning abt 'dissociative identity disorders' and kath show us a movie. the lect theatre was dark and the atmosphere was just nice for a movie like that- a kong bu pian( scary movie). movie title: IDENTITY. well, everytime it comes to a scary scene, alice will grabbed me. hahas.. i'm scared as well. rmb there's a part where the murderer is going to appear, everyone was waiting, but it just seem not to appear. i was too nervous till i gave out a squeak! my frens were freak out by that. hahas. it's an hour lect and only managed to watch the first disc. her next lesson is in 2wks time. ALICE! pls find that VCD/DVD! i wanna know who's the killer! so thrilling!!!!

overall, superb! satisfied! im finally back to normal! as for alice, i saw her laugh also. really hope she will settle her prob with anny today. hey.. double A batt must work in pairs. one not working, the other can't work leh!! :)

i've finally overcome! yesh! last weekend(2days ago only) i have reached my life's most deepest mood ever. i'm too depressed! almost suffering from depression. i cried when i'm alone at night. i was just too stressed. over school work, exams, friends, work, family's financial prob, mayday concert, my fav guy and also how to solve the above stated. i have just reached to my ultimate.

i just find living in this world, stressful. i am someone who can't handle stress. i wanted to give up everything. my dreams, studies, being a nurse, working on earrings, ignoring everyone, everything. i just felt too tired to do anything.

on saturday, my sis asked me what i'm stressing o'er. before even saying a word, i dropped tears. she was stunned. well.. i broke down. i couldn't take what's happening to me. i just wanted to rest, rest, more rest.

well.. after 2 days of talking sense to me, i'm finally back to that cheerful anna. not sunshine yet-- sun still rising( well, that's just crapped). next tue is my skills practical and wed will be the theory test. i really hope that i can fight all the way till that time. i wanna do well. i'm going to try my very best to pass everything and score well. after next wed, i will have 20% of my freedom already! i must fight my way through.

as for alan, well.. guess when the time is right, then i will post my story regarding him. hahas.. wait and see.

isnt a perfect day. pls dun talk to me right now. feeling damn sucky! feel like a big scream off my chest. feel like venting out my anger and sadness. feel like hitting a metal really really hard. feel like going to scold lots of bad words to the walls. feel like going for a cold shower.

like this saying that goes 'things dun go according to plans'.

well.. after all i believe and accept every single part that had just happened.i shall just keep it from myself. im gonna be a different anna huang! i must stay strong. yesh! today is just isnt the right day for anything like that. forget it! damn!

everyone seems to be against of it. finally.. alice! you understand how i feel and why i wanna stick on to it. im so lighten off when i smsed telling what happen this 5 yrs. and it's like, she finally understand why. im at the verge of crying and laughing. i reAlly dunno why im still hanging on for all these yrs. im kinda waiting for the re-appear and it really did. im so delight yet upsetted when everyone forbits it. now, knowing someONE agrees, im more loaded off. thanks alice. guess only you understand what this posts is all abt. Geex..

tired! can't believe i was late for class ytd. woke up 1 and half later than the supposed timing. first time ever in poly life. today i skipped one last class of mine. a lect. sigh... feel guilty. but i just have too much things to settle yet too little time.

today i went to school. wanna meet alice, but she said she will be late. i went for my first class. it's tutorial for mental health nursing. the lecturer need a representative from each subgroup. so i represented my grp. den the lecturer ask the representative to pick one more person from their grp, so i picked sandra.

later did i know that sandra have to blind fold me and walked thru a series of obstruction. well, that's part of the tutorial. fun huh... with sandra's instruction, i complete the whole thing. thinking of it, it's a bit lame. and that i need to rely a lot on sandra. can feel how was it being blind.interesing tutorial.

mayday vocal- ashin had shot a music video with SHE selina for SHE new album. song name- wu yue tian( mayday). look at those pics. so sweet.. ohhhgg...

im going to have steamboat with my fam later as a celebration for mommy's day.that'll be a lot of food for my weekend. well, my mom, a gal who sacrifies a lot for her kid.someone who i wanna vow and salute to. she, alone, bring up this fam with only financial help from that idiot. sometimes i feel that help is nothing, that's why i neh celebrate father's day.back to da topic. sometimes i just feel that my presence might be a pressure for her. if not of her kids, she won't be so tired over chores and the every little things at home.she's just wonderful. she's just like another sis of mine.today's her 23rd year being a greatful mom. i really appreciate the things she had done. i wish that she can be healthy and live happily for the rest of her life.

i love u, mommy. :)

everytime i used this word- "zonked", i will think of my 'abnormal psychology lecturer, kathleen.well, im really zonked. brenda start giving us earrings to do and it's like we have 350 pairs of earrings to make. she trying to get ready for the spore sales on june. heard that shermaine has resigned and i guess that co. have very little designers to design the earrings. talking abt making them, i spend ytd, from morning till night, making one design of quantity 14pairs. now my body is aching. killing me. maybe too long(4 mths) neh do earrings liao.

clinical exams, ICA, skills and bio practical are coming very soon. needa buck up already.last friday, was doing my skill practice and got pointed out a lot of mistakes from haslinda. i felt that im kinda behind others. i really need to pull up my socks.too many things to do, yet so little time to spare. i need to plan my time alr.

life in sch had changed gradually. everyone got problem in each other like that. sigh..i miss days when it was only the start of this semester. why is this happening now? we are all friends. i won;'t want to lose anyone of them. sigh..

see my 4 healthy babies from fat-fat. it's 10days old. fur are growing, ears developed, nose developed, tail developed, teeth developed. sex organ not yet. eyes not yet open.

yesterday was so HAPPENING.. my fatfat pregnant and gave birth last night. when i realised, it's already 9pm. quite late. but the moment i saw her licking her babies, i was so touched. that scene.. gosh.. caring mother who is protecting her babies. orh... she gave birth to 4. still not sure abt the gender..now i wish i will have 4 healthy hamsters.. hee..
went out to town with subha ytd.. went shopping and while we were at far east subway.. we saw KARAMRAJ. yeah.. that gal whom transfer into our sch during sec3 and transfer out during sec4. gosh.. she changed so much la.. she's with her boyfriend. oh man.. she's so thin and... just a 'oh-no is-that-raju' kind of feeling. hahas.
later on we went shopping and i came along this store at far east who sells very cheap perfume. i always wanted da J-LO STILL. it's so nice. saw the market price was 90bucks. but they sell for 80 and 56 bucks. well.. next on my shopping lists. far east plaza 02-113.
next we went mango and i saw this heart-shaped shades. gosh.. so cute.. there it is.

wanted to watch spider man 3 with ba.. but ended up spending too much on clothes. hee.. overall.. enjoyed myself ytd..