so i'm finalised. wait for SNEC reply. if not, i'm in SGH. i believe in fate. so let things goes its way then. sometime i should not expect too much. lately i've just expect too much. well, things won't always goes according to plans. so why plan so far ahead?

so it's my last day of PRCP, last day of school... i'm sure everyone have that 'dun bare to leave each other' feeling. it's quite a sour feeling inside me... somehow i feel that i grew up with group19. i been thru the crappiest moments with them. it's a full 3years of exciting memories... somehow i felt so warm. having such friends around me...it's a god's gift. everytime i'm met group19, i will have 'da funniest joke of the month'. and this time round i had a great big laugh when james brought a packet of tissue paper to the photocopying aunty and say that he wanna photocopy the tissue paper...(seriously, we had enough from this photocopying aunty who got the worst attitude in the world). when james bring us the black and white paper, all of us laugh till our jaws almost drop... OMG!!! how nonsense can that be!!! but seriously, that's a real fun...

chatting abt PRCP lifes. most of the time today i'm hearing stories from you guys. well, heard some bad news from some friends. well, alice. what happen... why din you contact me when things happen... i'm like the last to know what actually happen to you lately... where's life like last time? girl, you shd know i'm never tired being your listener... it's ok.. you have your choice of who you wanna talk to abt your prob... you happy, i'm happy...

thanks eunice for the cute cupcakes. thanks des, bet, alice, loretta, tess, seetha, parwin, ridz, james, salleha.. well, whole class actually... see you guys on graduation day!!!! and also during our next class gathering...

hmm..can't imagine i'm blogging so late at this hour. i'm actually having my last night shift now. finished all my report writing at this hour already. having a break and here i am, hiding in MO's room to blog. such a windy night. but quite lonely eh. brought a BIG pack of famous amos cookies to eat today. ohh shit.. so sick of cookies now.. anyway, it's counting down my 7th day to end prcp. i can't hope it'll end soon, cause i need some GREAT holidays. muahaha..

rmb one of the SN told me,' ward 46 is not a ward. it's a slimming centre.' cause his weight actually drop5kg within 2mths when he work here... i finally know what he meant. cause having such irregular meals, sometimes i eat A LOT, sometimes i eat little, my weight is 45kg now. my weight reduce 2kg!!! it's hard for me to become lighter, cause i'm always such a gluttony.




hmm, what's my boy doing now.. still hanging out with his friends celebrating birthday? is he going home soon? did he enjoy himself? is my sis able to sleep? she's complaining that her kidneys hurts... is mom snoring loud right now? is alice asleep? i think i got a lot of things to ask her. how is one of this quiet night like? hope it's peace.. ok, anna starting her rubbish again... well, tml i'm going SHOPPING. vivo city.. i'm coming... i need shopping. and monday? spring cleaning.

currently i'm surfing net. found a webbie that provides thousands over of mayday photos. --downloading ALL in progress-- it's such a happy thing to do in an early morning. done with home chores. and i'm planning to sleep at 12pm later. i'm on night shift.. -_-" will join boy for dinner later. like after so long, i'm finally going to meet him again. DELIGHTFUL!!!


lately have been needing of some stuff. that eventually makes me wanna start work soon. cause i need money.. so i came out with a list of things i wanna get in 2009...and after coming out with the whole list, i thought to myself..(how am i going to save money.. uhh...???)

2) get the whole collection of Cecelia Ahern's novels

next to get: -If you could see me now-

i love the weather these days.

i love the life these days.

with no quarrels.

with peace.

my family, my partner, my friends.

i'm enjoying every moment of it.

coz i'm afraid days like this will end.

God, please let days like this persist..

that will do...

heh heh... i'm back--blogging. well, after ytd, i've got like ten more days to go? OMG... ppl, excluding my PH and off days, i've got ten days or less to END PRCP. aww... how nice is it to hear that... ok.. shall behave myself in this last ten days... i'm seriously counting down every min, every second for PRCP to end. but then, i miss every staff at ward. everyone who teaches me and guided me my way thru these 3mths. the biggest news is that i'm only going to be in charge for 6patients in this PRCP. not 12... how nice.

yesterday. monday morning. supposed to be 'The Busiest Moment' of the week. and having chiong every work like a crazy woman, i manage to complete ALL my work by 1.10pm. just nice to pass report. and it's like bloods forms are labelled nicely, stool and sputum forms are up, reports are written, meds are served, all necessary are done-d. well, my solution to be able to complete my things on time is: at the start of work, tell yourself that you're able to finish your work on time, and remain calm and steady in doing all work... this is very useful.. an idea from boy.. :)

i'm finally off for 2 days. thurs will be my second round of night shift. scary.. shall prepare myself with MORE food this time round. and strictly no more coffee for me. cause i realised, ANNA IS ALLERGY TO COFFEE. how sad... whatever. i'm going to be in charge this time round of night. hope i am able to function...

well, i've been for the job interview as well. the result was bad. i've got a feeling they'll post me back into ward 46. i dun want!!! well, alice told me abt SNEC. shall try applying for that.. i can't wait for 30th Jan... the day is coming nearer and nearer...

tml. chinatown with mom. CNY goods shopping!!!




i need shopping.
i need to earn $$
i need a job after prcp.
i need more time with my friends and buddy.
i need things my way.
and last of all,
i need you by me all the way...

alright... New year, New wishes...



2)to have a more peaceful family
with less/no quarrels
with no financial headaches
without the days of my dad
mummy, ah ma and adults to stay healthy


3)on my 21st birthday,
the most wonderful bday celebration
to go on bunggy ride( the one @clarke quay)
to have a log cake as bday cake
*to change my name on 22nd dec 09...*


4)more spices between me and boy
more lifely events
more crap and nonsense + lame jokes
more surprises...


5)mayday
have every little thing regarding them
hope 29 Aug 09 concert to be successful
wish them good health


6)friends
not demanding, just remember me and DATE me more often!!!












and before i end this post... ... ... ...

mayday rocks totally.