a great saturday noon. cycling at ECP. with benjamin, qi, sis, boy and myself.
fish and co. after cycling.
to gain back the calories that was lost...
after work today,
sis was at sentosa.
so met her after work for dinner.
was craving for steamboat.
a simple good day out after work...
it's been pretty tired for me for this 3 days straight of happening events.
i enjoyed life to the fullest.
gathered back what i've missed.
seeing what i've lost.
regaining what was left behind ten years ago.
all and all,
i love this 3days that has just past.
the kinda life that i always dreamt of...
i'm glad what's happening now...
cause it's really really awesome!!!
• party cum reunion•
30 January 2010
Having spent quite some time and effort, organizing this party. Effort looking for BBQ pits and suppliers for food. Sending out event to everyone. And waiting for a confirmation figure of turn ups.
Finally the day had arrived. All the effort was well paid off. First, it rains. Thinking that my effort might wash into the drain with the rain. I was afraid of any drastic changes. Thinking that rain might stop some from turning up. And the food will all be a waste.
But I was wrong. Many turns up. Those I couldn’t get in contact, Came as well. It was really unexpected. And seriously we did have a great meet up...
our stunt man of the night.
looking at these grown up kids,
(including me),
we all started thinking:
what will all of us be in 10years time...
i gurantee more outings will be coming up.
cheers,
Anna MR.
• video•
29 January 2010
first of all,
thanks to eunice.
this is really a great song.
a very touching song that caused me goosebumps while listening.
and i really teared when it was half way through the song...
play it and enjoy it...
Still feels like our first night togetherFeels like the first kiss It's getting better babyNo one can better thisStill holding on, you're still the oneFirst time our eyes metSame feeling I getOnly feels much strongerWanna love you longerYou still turn the fire onso if you're feelin' lonely don'tyou're the only one I ever wantI only wanna make it goodso if I love you a little more than I shouldPlease forgive me I know not what I doPlease forgive me I can't stop loving youDon't deny me this pain I'm going throughPlease forgive me I need you like I doPlease believe me every word I say is truePlease forgive me I can't stop loving youStill feels like our best times are togetherFeels like the first touchStill getting closer babyCan't get close enoughStill holding on you're still number oneI remember the smell of your skinI remember everythingI remember all your movesI remember you, yeahI remember the nights, you know i still doSo if you're feeling lonely don'tYou're the only one I ever wantI only want to make it goodSo if I love you a little more than I shouldPlease forgive me I know not what I doPlease forgive me I can't stop loving youDon't deny me this pain I'm going throughPlease forgive me I need you like I doYeah, believe me every word I say is truePlease forgive me I can't stop loving youThe one thing I'm sure of, is the way we made loveThe one thing I depend on, is for us to stay strongWith every word and every breath I'm prayin', it's why I'm sayingPlease forgive me I know not what I doPlease forgive me I can't stop loving youDon't deny me this pain I'm going throughPlease forgive me if I need you like I dobabe, believe me every word I say is truePlease forgive me if I can't stop lovin' youno, believe me I don't know what I doPlease forgive me if I can't stop loving youCan't stop loving you
• choices•
27 January 2010
i do believe life is full of choices.
you live daily with own choices on how you want it to be.
regardless happy or sad.
same goes to anything in life.
many people spend 1/2 of their live working...
so why pick a stressful job,
when u know it takes away half of your life?
and it has been shown that most stress came from working life.
when many deals with this difficult society,
we often ended up straining the psychological part of ourselves.
like what i told boy,
no point getting ourselves so tight up with schedules.
i mean if it's tight schedules for leisure and enjoyment,
i don't see why we can't.
but if it's job,
i see it pointless.
mugging so hard in this society,
wasting time...
maybe i've seen too many crazy people outhere.
and many were real pitied.
many of the patient i'm facing everyday as well.
sometimes i really wish i could understand what's in their mind.
what makes them react this way.
but then again,
i told myself,
they are just psychology abnormal.
and many times,
this mentally ill people awaken me,
to enjoy my life more with less stress,
so that i won't turn out like them.
i strongly urge,
society needs people to move,
but once you fall ill,
society don't help you at all.
i think over this issue,
i can write a book already.
so, life is full of choices.
do search for it.
choose something less stress,
why get something so challanging when u know u can't handle?
• chillllll...•
25 January 2010
yep, after work. i'm like a DRAGON. while working, i'm lika WORM...
meet hubby at taka after work. dinner at 4pm. my routine. then home. showered. FB. and blog.
shall go to my mum's shop. go visit my cheerful and chubby ah ma, and shall chill at BPP with sis and mom tonight. when was the last time we had moments like that... photos... more photos please... *loves.
ciao. ah ma leaving shop soon...
• come on...•
24 January 2010
needed the peeps to acknowledge the event in FB. so i can decide whether to order 20 or 30 pax of food. can't wait for this fri to come. yet hoping many can attend and stay out longer. photos gonna be for sure. and gossips are not gonna be missed. someone i wanted to see, might not be coming... quite sad... anyways, just hope that day turns out successful. no more last min thing....
alright, another morning shift for me tml. i hated morning shift so badly. have to sleep at 9pm later. omg!! i can't wait to end work for tml already. damn shit. monday. morning. gonna be BLUE...
• feel•
22 January 2010
i don't want this feel to be a sudden urge. i hope that this thinking is not temporary. i felt serious about it. and i wish i will be stern with it. i have seen what's coming towards me.
i knew it's coming all these while.
i've done all that i can with the limits that have been stopping me.
if you actually put it a lil more effort,
i'll definitely say YES!
as i mentioned,
i hope this is not an urge.
but i do want a good future.
i know i'm only 21,
and saying all this might be too young.
and right now,
i hoped time can be forwarded.
maybe i'm really all-crazy-over you.
but i really know what i want.
and WHO I WANT...
isn't this beautiful?
i'm thinking about having my own home...
and so what if everyone envies us?
it doesn't really matter how other see us,
it only matters how we look at each other...
and how to make this future works...
• upcomings•
21 January 2010
can't believe the amount of up-coming events, that's gg to mountained up my schedule. i love being occupied by events though... to live life to the fullest afterall.
today, meeting Andy. my prcp bestie. hahaha... enjoy hanging out with him. so i kept today for him. hope to have a non-stop gossips. cool~
friday, out with boy, sis and javier( sis bf). a surprise outing for her loves, a new place for the two couples of the day. hopefully a long outing with a midnight movie to end the day.
next friday (29.01.10), meeting up my 10years back pri sch friends. BBQ session at teck whye park. i was busily organising this event. can't wait to meet up all the grown ups. can't wait to catch things up with those desperados. and it shall be an evening-drag-till-12-midnight outing for all of us!!!
and on 2.2.10, my BCLS recert. have been studying about CPR the whole noon yesterday. reminds me of the redness and blister we got 2years back in NYP. when all of us were compressing and blowing at dummies.
7.2.10, celebration of my bff's 22nd birthday. subha. planning for picnicing at marina barrage is still on-going. and on 15.2.10, meet ups with my MovieBiters (Pelacur Meet and Eat session), also at marina barrage. planning from allfradzlie. hope all Pelacurs are able to meet up as well.
in march, plans for boy's birthday and oversea trips. AL during that month, i need to go overseas!!!
and last but not least, MAYDAY concert in 17.4.10 simply can't wait for the Encore Concert. it's outdoor this time round... woooohooooooo~!
ok, i know i'm a busy person. with the amount of outings i have, i guess it's time to set bargets... money money... hard to earn, easy to spend...
• thoughts•
20 January 2010
first of all. read my sis's blog. dated 19 Jan 2010. exactly. that was what WE have been through over these years. an incomplete family. a broken one. indeed, treasure your family. 'Complain less about the people who cared for you, and give more to them. '
sis spoke my voice out. was what i always wanted to bring about. and yep, treasure what u already have. because people around you might not be as fortunate as you.
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was given AL today. so, again, another 3 days off for me. got a call from sister koh, telling me to go for the Magnet talk later at 2pm. well, what a dread. i'm having AL eh, sister...
so ANNA MERCIER RENE is slowly updating at workplace. my user name. my staff pass and name tag are in the process of changing. going to NKF building tomorrow to change my nursing licence. gonna change my name stamp as well. can't wait to see 'Huang Lanyan' slowly disappearing from all current documents.
many colleagues started asking me why i change my name. yes, due to family issues. yes, my mum allows me to change. yes, you have to change your passport and your IC. afterall this is consider legal issue.
few colleagues was affected about me changing my name. and they ask me for the lawfirm that i went. seems like many people wants to change their name too. hope i influenced them in a good way...
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gotten information that MAYDAY is having concert this April! never thought that another concert will be coming. after 6 months, comes MAYDAY concert in Spore again. this time round, no more at Indoor stadium. it's gonna be at Padang. yeah, the open field in front of the Parliament. i'm sure going for it. never want to miss any concert of theirs. it's SO DAMN worth going, afterall. anyone interested? text me, and i can order the tickets for you... guarantee good view! :))
^hotair balloon ride before age 25
^close 10 deals in first half of 2013
^learn diving
^achieve 10 awards in photography
^honeymoon in Europe
^go for Travel Shooting
^
