瘋狂世界
Lyricist/詞: 阿信
Composer/曲: 阿信
Arranger/編曲: 五月天


verse: 如果說了後悔　
是不是一切就能倒退
回憶多麼美　
活著多麼狼狽
為什麼這個世界　
總要叫人嚐傷悲
我不能了解　
也不想了解
chorus: 我好想好想飛
逃離這個 瘋狂世界
那麼多苦　那麼多累　
那麼多 莫名的淚水
我好想好想飛　
逃離這個瘋狂的世界
如果是你　發現了我　
也別將我挽回
verse: 想了你一整夜 　
再也想不起你的臉
你是一種感覺　
寫在夏夜晚風裡面
青春是挽不回的水　轉眼消失在指尖
用力的浪費　再用力的後悔






人生海海
Lyricist/詞: 阿信
Composer/曲: 阿信
Arranger/編曲: 五月天

verse: 有一天　我在想　我到底　算是個什麼東西
還是我　會不會　根本就不算東西
天天都漫無目的　
偏偏又想要證明　真理別人從屁股放屁　
我卻每天每天的說要革命
chorus: 就算是這個世界　把我拋棄　
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去　
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　有什麼了不起
verse:常常我　豁出去　拼了命　
走過卻沒有痕跡
可是我　從不怕　挖出我火熱的心手上有一個硬幣　
反面就決定放棄　嗝屁
但是啊在我心底　卻完完全全不想放棄
chorus:就算是這個世界　把我拋棄　
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去　
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　有什麼了不起
bridge:常常我　閉上眼睛　
聽到了海的呼吸　是你溫柔的藍色潮汐　
告訴我沒有關係
就算真的這個世界　把我拋棄　
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去　
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　
我不能忘記無論是我的明天　要去哪裡　
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓他去　
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起
有什麼了不起 有什麼了不起

after stimulation today, our class was to meet haslinda outside the lab rooms. she actually bought all of us a gift while she was in taiwan. so cool.. so nice. it was meant for nurses' day which is on 2nd auguest. cos she will be away for clinical posting on that day. she gave all the gals a necklace and the guys a paper stand and stuff. it was very nice la..total appreciated!

anyway, 3 days more to attachment. a bit worried tt i will get into a scary ward. at the same time, scared to get into a female ward. i want a male ward. at least they are not troublesome. ok! must really enjoy my wk ends liao. cause i'm yr 2 now! year 2 attachment gotta be more strict and tough. more things are expected from us. scary..

went to sch to attend a boring lect. after tt, we got 2 hours break, so alice decided to go and collect her scanning report at amk. when we reached there, we met a weirdo sitting beside me who keep shaking her leg. like as if got pakinson disease. but later we realised tt she got a bit mental.

anyway, i met alice's mom while waiting for her turn. her mom got irritated by that weirdo lady. and her reaction was like damn cute and funny la. after getting the report, alice is OK! hahas. we went to had our lunch together. i had dumplings and alice had hokkein mee. seriously i feel so 不好意思when alice mom pay the dumplings for me. i later ordered a cup of kah- kew (ping)- meaning ice milo. alice's mom actually told me tt ice milo is very unhealthy. it can cause diabetes. upon hearing tt, i was like ' huh? really meh?' oh gosh.. i have been drinking tt almost most of my mornings. jia lat liao, jia lat liao...

after tt, her mom drove us back to nyp. well, i think just this few minutes with her mom, i really think tt her mom is very cute. can see tt she is a little impatient person. heee.. but seriously i kinda learnt a lot from her like tt. very nice person to talk to. anyway i was quite tensed up while having meal. firstly, knowing that alice was taught on table manners since young and tt i din. so i was afraid tt i'm leaving bad image to her mom. secondly, her mom was not eatting with us. so can feel tt she is watching us eat.. 是scary的咯...

but overall.. had a great time...

GREAT! EXAMS OVER! FREEDOM! CAN DO ANYTHING FOR THE NEXT 5 DAYS.

WORRIED FOR ALICE, MY DEAR GAL. TURNED INTO THIS STATE.

got a pathetic D for research method.

for bio? the theory just shit. full of nonsence. haha.. just a D-, i'll be contented..

i seriously craving to go to these places...

snow-city
sentosa
spore discovery centre
east coast pk
k-box
....

well.. today is the last day of my 2weeks holiday. tml? go back to school. first thing will be having my ICA presentation. hope it will be successful. cause the content of it gonna be boring.

i've finally completed the last part of my bio notes! after so long, i got a thought! WE ARE NOT FORENSIC AH. WHY IS THE SCH FORCING US TO STUDY EVERYTHING SO DETAIL IN BIO? after so much of info, and knowing tt the pract test consist of 90 qns,i only can say.. THIS IS A TORTURE!

one moment i was going up the stairs. next moment, i'm kissing the floor.

i fell down last night. gosh.. i tripped and fell! body flat on the stairs platform at home.

result of it, one gigantic bruise on my left thighs and another on my right arm. one more on my left ankle.

my mom told me what happen after hearing a 'bang' sound when i fall.

and.. the result after telling my mom.. my mom grabbed hold on me. my sis using zam-bak and apply hard on the bruise!

gosh! totally abusing me man!! damn pain... until now the bruise is slight recover. sigh.. pain shit!

http://www.im.tv/VLOG/Personal/1050680/1907693


小情歌
作詞：吳青峰　作曲：吳青峰　編曲：蘇打綠　演唱：吳青峰

這是一首簡單的小情歌　唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂　當有你的溫熱　腳邊的空氣轉了

＊這是一首簡單的小情歌　唱著我們心頭的白鴿
　我想我很適合　當一個歌頌者　青春在風中飄著
　你知道　就算大雨讓整座城市顛倒　我會給你懷抱
　受不了　看見你背影來到　寫下我　度秒如年難捱的離騷
　就算整個世界被寂寞綁票　我也不會奔跑
　逃不了　最後誰也都蒼老　寫下我　時間和琴聲交錯的城堡

Repeat ＊

你知道　就算大雨讓整座城市顛倒　我會給你懷抱
受不了　看見你背影來到　寫下我　度秒如年難捱的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票　我也不會奔跑
最後誰也都蒼老　寫下我　時間和琴聲交錯　的城堡


i'm really feel that i'm betraying mayday. but seriously, i LOVE this song. it's damn nice! haiz.. sodagreen..

today i went to lot 1 'Sembawang' to 预购五月天的《2007 世界巡回演唱会同名主题曲-离开地球表面〉 的limited edition CD+DVD. buahahaha... 爽到爆！　anyway, having study so hard for my bio, i guess this is a reward for myself. with that, i must work even harder. that's the greatest and the best MOTIVATION　ｅｖｅｒ！

有一天，阿明发现到　明发现到自己不管吃什么, 就会拉什么。他很担心的就去看医生。

明： 医生！救我！我不管吃什么就拉什么。吃饭，拉饭，吃肉，拉肉。
医生：　这样啊... 那你吃大便咯！

sitting down at my study table. whole day ytd was studying for bio. today? slack a bit. continue studying tonight. going for my dental appointment soon. hope the dentist won't find out any decay tooth. eww.. so freaky.

dunno why these days keep making mom angry. she like everytime misunderstand me. always make me feel that i'm useless. she thinks that i'm doing things against her. weird la.. maybe menopause bah.. aiya dunno la. just making me more worried and irritated. so lost.

i'm selling my baby hamster today. later. going to bp plaza de 'D pet shop' to sell the 6 cuties away. bit heart pain. finally got black color de. but can't keep them. they are so rare la. but.. sigh.. too bad lor.. they are only 2weeks old. must take lots of photo later. sad..

lately can see that things aren't going smoothly. it's a lot of shit for me to settle. waiting for me to be done. when can i really have a good rest. having nothing to bother me. whatever..this is life. must face it.

soon i'm going for my attachment again. still at SGH. this time ward 45. hope i can find some peace while working in that ward.

pls dun find me stupid. pls dun find me stubborn. but the previous post is just something i wanna post. maybe its the finale. maybe its to put down everything. maybe it's a hint to write down everything that is happening all these years, so that i can forget. but whatever it is, it had already caused a greatest impact on my life. i dunno what i shd do now. I'M JUST FOLLOWING MY HEART. alice.. tell me what shd i do? i guess i'm trying to put it down, my that isn't what my heart wants. that's horrible. the feeling of whether i shd let it go, or... sigh. whatever.. just hope someone understand how i feel.

死豬頭，要不是TAROT CARD叫 我’ give it a try’，你以爲我會做出這樣的舉動？那麽喜歡放飛機，去做pilot算了。不做可惜啊！做什麽警察？chey！一點責任感也沒有。

5years ago, we met. At first I really didn’t noticed you. Only after a few times of going there, then I spotted your existence. I was sec2 then. You were sec3. one day when you were off from work, 表舅母asked me to leave down my number. She told me that you wanted to know me and so you asked from her to get from me. I left. Few days later, I got your msg. you actually act as Wei Long. I nearly got tricked by you. You were always that playful. 當時我們超曖昧的。

Few months later, we stopped contacting each other. I also seldom go to your work place since then. We really lost contact. A year plus later, I saw you at BP plaza. We both saw each other, but we just walk pass. On 8th Nov’ 2005, I was on my way home from school with my friend. I saw you. Around your blk, with your blonde hair. You keep staring at me. I was so stunned that I didn’t dare look at you. I didn’t give any responds. Maybe I’m angry at why you didn’t contact me.

The 3rd time I saw you was on the train. 18th April’ 2006, I was on my way to school( YCK). You board the train from CCK. I didn’t notice you. It was raining that time. You went into the same cabin as me. I was opposite you. The train was quite empty. I saw you. You keep staring at me, again. I couldn’t keep still and be natural. You were just right in front of me. I was stumbled, stunned. I called alice that time to confirm about the venue of the class( to keep myself busy). I act sleeping after that while my mind was full of the scene during your working days. Finally I reached YCK. I stand up, about to alight. You stand up as well, alighting at YCK. You came standing beside me. I went off quickly so as to escape from that awkward scene.

Saw your Friendster account on 5th April’ 07. added you into my account. Soon we exchanged our contacts. Now, here I am receiving shit from you again. I feel like giving up. Should i? After so long… … …

I’m so tired over this matter. Hope that this post will be my final post regarding you, 丁豬頭！well.. 理想情人-is the song

have been so tired today. ate my breakfast and then my med. it's 10.30am. i feel like sleeping. that drug makes me drowsy. slept till 2.30pm. four hours. wake up. plan to study. look at the time, 4.30pm. look at how much i've completed. woah! 7topics done. one more to go. for my research method. well.. tml is time for BIO. killer module. sigh..


















it's very obvious that i'm not studying... hahaha

OMG!! my ear infection is just getting worse again. i need ANTIDOTE! i keep feeling pain, itch and there's pas. so irritating la. well, went to consult my family doctor just now and he gave me 'amoxicillin', a cream to apply, and also 'tiny blue pills'-- chey! it's for my ear itchness la.. ( what are you thinking). hahas.. spent $24. sigh.. really hope will totally recover this time...

watched it last night with my sis. she rented the dvd from her fren's shop. woah.. can't believe i cried for that show. hahas.. when jenny had her concert and said that she dunno who she is because of the plastic surgery, i was moved. because Hanna( herself, before surgery) wants back some dignity. overall, that show is just so great.

now i understand why some people just couldn't accept being natural. well, that's really sad. but one thing that i just cannot accept is that: korean artiste, 95% of them when for surgery before. they think that they are showing respect to others by making themselves pretty. maybe that's their culture or what, but i just cannot accept tt.

well.. being yourself is important. just wear what's nice on you. like for me, i just haven find the style that really suits. so i just have to continue searching.

* anyway, the puppy in that show is DAMN CUTE LA!*

that shirt is damn nice la..

[丟掉手錶 丟外套 丟掉背包 再丟嘮叨
丟掉電視 丟電腦 丟掉大腦 再丟煩惱

衝啥大 衝啥小 衝啥都有人唱反調
恨得多 愛得少 只想越跳越瘋 越跳越高 把地球甩掉

一顆心噗通噗通的狂跳] -mayday new singles ( li kai di qui biao mian)

so bored. in school now. doing project. so tired and lazy. this holiday i can't slack. sad. i want to. but cannot. have to study, do projects and even more.

i'm really keen in learning guitar. well, still rmb sec 1, our school music class was-- having guitar class. because of that, i bought myself a guitar. it's been with me all these years.. how long already ah? GOSH! 6 YEARS already. haha.. amazing..

have been learning french lately. well, dun ask me why? just interested! can?! hee..

tired and boring days will only let me feel like going for a trip or doing what i always wanted.

have been so complete-idiot in fashion.. went out with my sis today. shop for some clothes. realised that all this while, i've been buying clothes that dun even suit me at all. every morning, go to school must always stuck with what to wear to school. ended up dressing up like a... ...

with a big and appreciated help from my sis, i've finally got something that really suits! well.. many ppl want to see me in 'LADY-LIKE' clothes. but.. seriously, i still couldn't find that part of me. maybe a long skirt is enough. i'm still searching for my style. i dun want to be 'lahp zahp' anymore.
i seriously need someone to help me more on fashion sense. HELP! my buddies, friends and sis! i can't find the lady part of me... sobbed!

sigh.. i dream-talk last night again.. when my mum told me about it, i really cannot recall of any dream that i had regarding hamster.. my mum said that i keep saying about fat-fat's babies. after giving birth to another 6more babies, fat fat is already a mother of ten babies!

i'm really concerned about this sickness. i'm wondering if there's any cure to it.. do i need to refer to psychologist or anything.. i'm really concerned!!!

after buying my mayday DVD on fri, after watching it, i really missed them till...

'i was in the lift when i group of guys came in. i looked at them. eh.. ashin leh.. eh.. monster also there. eh.. mayday is just beside me. am i dreaming? oh.. i'm not! i gave out a loud, ' hello ashin!'. he turned and smile at me. i told them in chinese, 'i went to your concert! it was very successful! when are you guys coming back again?'. the next scene was me, at their concert. and in the middle of it, they call up my name. and ask me to go up the stage. den dunno why.. somehow it never came true.'

i woke up and realised that i was DREAMING..

talking abt them.. i heard liyi( yes 933 DJ) said that mayday's new singles is out soon. it will be heard on air by this wed! the singles will be found in a new product of theirs which will be launching in july. Rocks Record is not giving the details.. well.. i'll be looking forward for it!

was so busy these days that i didn't have time to post this on fri. so i post it now. friday morning after getting chased out of the toilet while showering( cos my bro is late for school), had caused me to be quite not in a good mood. when to meet alice in school by 10am. we decided to skip that one and only boring lect and proceeded to bugis- temple.

yup.. we dated each other to go temple to pray and 'chou qian'- draw lots. when we reached there, it was like quite flooded with ppl. i asked abt my education and also abt my future. after taking lots, we got the results. i'm very curious and shocked abt the future part. well, after so much of incident happened around me that affected me, i got no confident in having a blissful family. i'm glad that buddha tell me this: ' a good home where peace and happiness bound. the farm produces a good crop of silk and harvest. the day is cool and fine with myraid of flowers blooming. why do you fret when what you seek will soon be yours?' i'm seriously not in my soul. woah.. isn't that good? i'll be looking forward for it. at the same time i am wondering... is HE the one? is HE the right one for me? hmm...

after praying, we went ORCHARD.. i bought my beloved mayday DVD. it's so cool. then went to look for crampler pouch. however the one with the zipper version is not as nice as i saw the other day. so i didn't buy that.

feeling hungry, alice and i was craving for swensens. and there we were, munching away the favs: calamari rings. and she got fish 'n' chips and i? fish baked rice.. Mmmm.. superb! afterall we went home le..

well.. contact with alan when i reached home and then i went to rest. everything seems perfect by the end of the day. glad!!

i love myself!

so what if it's not happening anymore?

so what if it just didn't turns out to be what shd be expected of it?

so what if what ever shd remains, doesn't remain?

so what whether i like it or not?

so what if all these are a trap?

so what if i'm being mean?

so what if i'm just an evil?

so what if it all ended in a short hundred days?

so what if it all goes back to a square one?

so what if i hack care of it?

so what if i just like to do what i wanted?

so what if i'm making used of you?

well.. i just can't go back to the past. i just can't get the facts. i just couldn't understand. i'm just stuck in this irritating situation when it keeps happening around me. why must it happen! i always ask myself after so long. i want some freedom. can you give me? i want to get out of the box. the box that used to be nicely wrapped up. i always got informed. about you. why? can't you just leave my world. can you just stop disturbing my live. i made you fall into this trap. now i'm struggling to dig you out of the trap. what am i? an evil. yes! that is it... i dun welcome you anymore. i'm sick of it. i'm getting rid every part that contains you. i'm going to be evil again-- to get rid of you. i can't live, if i dun do that. my only choice.

so what if i'm writing all this?

so what if all these i've written are rubbish?

so what if you think it's true?

IT'S JUST NONE OF MY BUSINESS!

phew... it's finally over! my first ICA presentation. well, heard quite a lot of good comments from kathleen. afterall, i really hope to score in my psychology and sociology. next week is the start of my two weeks break. still have to go back to sch for meeting. cos first day back to sch, on monday, i will have to present my next ICA. stress ehh.. den tues will be 'Research Method' theory test and 'Bio' practical. MORE STRESS...!

knowing that i will be damn stress these days, i bought myself an ESPRIT wallet ytd. though sch ends at 6, i still went orchard to grab it. cost me $39.90. pretty worthy. im attracted to the 'leather' skin and its like the kind of wallet many ppl will think that anna won't buy.. but well, i've changed. geez..

this fri will be a short day. im only having an hour of lect from 10-11am. was thinking of skipping it or not. since alice wanna go "four-horse road" temple to pray with me, then i think i shall go sch on tt day :))

ashin is biting spongebob! hey patrick dun just stand there! do something to it!

overall: HIGH! WORTHY OF TIREDNESS! GOOD MEMORIES! REGRETLESS! DAMN WORTHY! AWATING FOR THE NEXT ONE!

seriously speaking, i jump from the start, till the end. swing and wave my hands from start till the end. sing from the start till the end. HIGH from the start till the end.

they start off with a 7mins clip that they prepared at taiwan for mainly spore fans only. they spend almost million bucks in shooting this clip and masa even got injured in this shooting. they bought few hundred thousand de insurance. can see how much mayday respect us, the spore fans. they just love us! hee.. serious! they love spore fans.. ok! back to topic.. the clip is showing that mayday was at a some-sort battle field and they are trying to rescue a little gal. very thrilling!

the theme of the concert is 'Jump- leave the surface of the earth' ( translated from mandrin). well.. which means that everyone must jump together in order to leave the suface of the earth! rmb there's one part, vocal ashin ask everyone to raise left hand, raise right hand, then both hands and then a big jump! sound quite stupid but it was fun! hahas.

after singing some songs to make us high, ashin say' last year we said to scream the roof off. this year we want you guys to jump the floors crack! then we will see you guys next year in the Indoor Stadium!' hahas.. ( which means that expo is destroyed by us) hahas...

masa got a solo performance. and that is: play piano! my god.. he played well and he got the vocal man! he sang 'heavens'. awesome. he is talented de lor.. loves! anyway this year, there isn't any special guest. so meaning all the time is mayday, and more MAYDAY! only mayday. muahaha.. they sang over 30 songs and it was like, more than last year.

when the concert is coming to an end soon, everyone ENCORE by shouting: MAYDAY!( at the same time bangging their feet to the ground.) they came out again after changing to their last outfit and continue singing and do the ending. ashin also sang the song 'Paradise' from BEYOND. everyone sang along with him.

i typed so much le but i guess u guys won't be able to sense the high-ness in this concert. just go for once and will never regret. their concert is the most worthy concer to go for!

ashin also emphasis all fans not to buy 'da lu'( china) version de album. they are consider as pirated as well!

guess what? i met a good taxi driver.
it's 11.30pm. gui li and i decided to went to the nearby bus stop to take NR7 to somerset busstop then take NR3 back home. but little did we realised that NR7 first bus is at 11.53pm. we decided to wait for it. but then.. NR7 first stop is not at expo. it's somewhere super far away. so? which means? we have to wait till almost 1am for the bus to come!

we den tot of taking cab to somerset busstop and from there take NR3 home. yeah! decided to do that. it's hard to wait for a cab. cos all the cab are moving into expo taxi-stand. but in the end, we manage to get a cab in less than 5mins.

we told the driver to bring us to somerset. and he was like saying,' you all going home now or go out play?'. i told him we are going home. den he say y we go orchard rd. then i say that i can take NR3 from there to reach home. he then ask where we live and i said 'cck'.

'nevermind la! i drive you guys to cck! i charge u all for $12 only.' the driver say.
'huh?' uncle! you sure or not?' i was shocked!i was thinking TWELVE eh.. not TWENTY!
'of course la! i off the meter. i charge you all twelve. 15mins will reach liao!'

i couldn't think of anything but thank the uncle. he says that it was late and that he was going to end work also. gosh.. from expo to cck eh. from east to west eh..
when i reached home, it was arund 12.30am. i went shower and jump onto my bed with my ached body that was worth being ached! hahahs... after 30mins of flipping and turning, i still couldn't sleep. i was physically tired BUT mentally still in the mood of in the concert.

well.. for their next concert, i die die also must buy the $148 pricing! dun care im rch or poor by that time! busy or not busy, i MUST go! go pawn my underwear to earn money i also dun mind..( a bit exaggerating). it's an addiction to their concert! an addiction in seeing them in person! an addiction to be their DIE HARD FANS!

i leave my house at 5.20pm. to meet gui li at lot 1 control station by 5.30pm. we later went to 'Let's Eat' for a heavy dinner. afterall we went to ntuc to buy mineral water and some sweets. and we proceeded to take train to EXPO.

it's an hour journey and by the time we reached expo, it was 7.30pm already. tell you.. the number of people you can see there is AWESOME! scary la.. an embarrasing incident yet happen at that time..

i saw a guy with a whole big bag of lightstick and stuff. so i went forward to ask him what he was selling.. to my surprise, he was not selling anything!! he brought so much of them, cos he wanna give out to his friends! OMG!! complete embarrassment!! gui li and i just walked away with the fatest speed we can. gosh! we went in and figure our way to our seats. disappointment! my seat is so far away from the stage. sigh.. it's so much further from the one i went previously. it's like last time i'm just right below the stage. but now i'm like in the middle of the whole theatre! a bit of siansation...

but overall i'm still happy that i got a chance to watch this great performance and happy that i went!

i saw mei ting there as well. she got the $128 tics as well. :)

today is what day? and what's today's date?

it's friday! 1st of JUNE!

which means?

mayday is in singapore!

and also?

CONCERT IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.. masa, stone, and monster arrive at spore ytd by flight BR-225. ashin and guan you arrive today by BR-225 as well. and they are leaving on 3rd june.. so fast!! can imagine them gathering at expo for rehearsing. heh heh.. too much of imaginery already.. geezz..

anyway, im ready for the concert.. dun believe, you see lor!


i got the tickets and lightsticks ready!

i got their JUMP- world tour mechandise shirt!

ytd- vesak day! was doing some cleaning at home. tidy up my drawer and my cupcoard. my god--so much of rubbish. hahas..

i saw like 1 whole pile of 'teenage' magazines. then i realised that i've been buying evey month of teenage since FEBRUARY 2002!! that's like more than 50 books. i just stopped buying it since 2months ago. now i've clear all of them. i feel that my cupboard got more space for more MAYDAY stuff. hahas..

talking abt mayday, i've finally managed to sell the ticket out le.. phew! finally.. GUI LI!! you are my lucky star. hahas.. she is free to watch mayday concert with me! still rmb when i was sec4, she accompany to watch mayday at PS as well.. it was a mini concert outside PS. so glad that i will be able to see her again tml. woah!!! gui li.. thanks for going to watch mayday concert with me. buahahaha.. we will surely enjoy ourselves like crazy.. :D




i finally got my j-lo still.. it's so nice. next on my shopping list is ESPRIT wallet. i'm waiting for GSS!!!