Not gonna talk about baby chua this time.. Anyway, he is real healthy and kicking! Just came back from expo baby fair, and made a total damage of almost $500. There's so many things to buy for a newborn! From mummy's breast pump, to sterilizer, to milk bottle, to bathing mat, and what is the best washing solution and the list goes on and on and on. I'm really blessed to have my dearest Alice, who's been meeting up with me after my wedding, and we did lots of shopping for baby's stuff. Also a BIG thanks to Weiqi who has been shopping and researching clothes and cooking bird nest for me! Life has been great and everyone seems so excited for the arrival of Baby Eden. I'm counting down my weeks to see baby Eden! And I'm sure all my friends around are as excited~~!

Anyway, Boy and I have finally started the NLP class last week. It was mind blowing as there's really a lot to learn! And in first 3 days, I've really learnt a lot. I've learnt how to be a more positive person and how to control our own emotions and thoughts. Our thoughts are really important. If we are negative with the thoughts, the outcome will definitely be negative. Also, I have found my goals in life and have been working towards my goal now. My life plan, my future, seemed to be much clearer and achievable now. And I'm glad I've made such decisions!

More up coming self development that I'm gonna take up for the next few months will be enrolling myself into NAFA. I've been wanting to enrol last year but due to wedding, I didn't get to the course. This year, I'm gonna use part of my maternity leave to do some self development to myself. And it's gonna be a step nearer into being a business owner and leave the role of an 'employee'. I know very well that being an employee, I have no say to the amount I can earn and it's frustrating when the amount you earned can't even support your own family. 

Life is gonna be slightly tougher for the next few months to come, as I'll be adding on 'parenting role' and 'student role' into my own existing role. But I'm not giving up, because I know what I'm doing and I enjoy doing them. :)

We have confirm baby chua's gender and have also found the perfect name for him. He will be called Eden Chua. Lately he has been real active inside me. Drumming, kicking and boxing constantly. Especially when I'm hungry, after my meals and right before I sleep. Sometimes he wakes up earlier than me and start playing and kicking, forcing me to wake up. And everytime when hubby put his palm on my tummy to feel eden's movement, baby somehow knows that that's daddy's hand, and he will slow down his movement. 

It's really amazing. At he whole process of this pregnancy has been wonderful. Though the first trimester was quite a torture, but every Gynae checkups gives me the strength to move on because I know baby chua is growing healthily. Detailed scan was done and baby chua is really healthy. The organs, the bones, and facial features and most importantly, the genital area, has been well developed so far. 

It's time for some serious shopping for all the baby stuffs, and I really love shopping on baby clothings! The material and the size, OMG! *my fetish* Anyway, I'm entering into parental stage of life and it's gonna be a challenge! :)