today marks the completion of my french class. greatest thanks to my companion- Er, who been through the lessons and revision with me every Wednesday, and travelling down to school and back home together every week.. It was a pleasure. A grateful pleasure..

Today, I received my lovely certificate by my lecturer, Barbara. She's been really great teacher who has so much of experience in handling students.. And I appreciate the way she teaches me. Bet me, I'm so gonna wait for her to come back from South Africa in Oct where she can start teaching in Singapore again.. She really motivated me to go further with this language and I'm so gonna go for it.

Intermediate will be my next achievement, since now I've gotten my basic. And it's time for the real practice. I believe language needs to be often spoken in order to have more confidence.

And that's it, I'm certified in basic French.. That's the first step.. :)

It's pretty bad to know that, but the past 8 months in school was just an escape for me. Right now, the routine is back...

Before even I enter to Adv Dip, my immune system was haywire. Falling sick very often, due to the prolong transition of afternoon shift to morning shift where I can barely have 5hrs of sleep. And shift work is really destroying my body slowly, like how snake swallowing its pray. I'm right now coughing my lungs out, and I'm hoping my gastric won't flare up because I've neglected it due to work again. As usual...

Yes, as usual, the routine is back. I hope I won't take my first MC that soon. Really..

I'm keeping my fingers crossed damn tightly to get a transfer out. I'm just hoping for the better. Because how can I nurse someone when I can't even nurse myself.. I'm waiting for good news..

this guy makes me crazy. makes me happy. makes me upset. makes me uptight. makes me serious. makes me playful. makes me cheerful. makes me cry. makes me proud. makes me clever. makes me annoyed. makes me throw my temper. makes me laugh. makes me smile. makes me sacrificed. makes me puzzled. makes me giggle, makes me grow. makes me learn. makes me stronger. makes me goes on and on...

it's not easy to be a couple who makes you been through all the thicks and thins. with all the ups and downs, we fly and we fall, together. It's all about doing things together. Because only together makes people stronger.

I have always like to start work early so that I can end work on time. I normally reach workplace 15-30mins earlier just to prepared myself for work.

But it's not fun when I start work early and ended up working 12hrs without any break, without any food, drinks, without time to head to the loo, without any time to rest. It's like a torture. All I did was rushing with time. Walk up and down, up and down. Make lots of phone calls, so as to make sure all my patient receive the best from me. But handling 8 isn't a small kick to me. I'm not a superwoman. But I'm trying my best to do what I can. With all the sacrifices that I'm making...

After a tired day, I'm dead beat. I just went soulless, totally shagged for anything else. Feeling like fainting any moment with no energy due to no food intake. Right now, sleep is all I really want. And before I sleep, I'm giving myself a remedy to ease my achy feet. AND appt for dental, facial and foot reflexology are booked on my next off day: coming Monday..!!!

PS: I'm literally looking forward to my off days everytime I'm back to work. It's becoming a routine. A very dreadful and negative routine..

Like I always said, 'Life is short. We have to time to waste'. And looking back at my own life, I know I have live it to what I want.

Not long ago, my friend came to me telling me that she has mild depression. Her constant negative thoughts about life has caused her to be in a situation like that and I seriously want to help her out. I gave her some advise and I hoped it helps her.

Well, lately I've been looking into more courses that I'm interested in, and I'm trying to occupy my time to learn what I really wanna learn. Manage to find a photography workshop that looks pretty good. And I'm on for it. Currently I'm left with 3 more weeks before my french course end, and I'm right now searching for diving course. I wanna learn to dive.

There's many things I really wanna learn and I just wanna keep learning.

Life is too short to waste. Go for your dreams and work it out. That's what I call living life to the fullest!!

So this is the montage I've made for the class on the last day of my geron course. All the photos have been uploaded to facebook. And apologised to my lazyness, this is all I have for now.

Omg.. I'm such a liar.. I din kept my promised by posting photos in this post. Well, working life has been superbly packed up my schedule that my off days were all planned outdoors. Well, I really dislike sticking at home facing the screens for hours. I prefer heading out meeting friends, roaming on the streets. haha..

Let's talk about work. It been quite a struggle for me going to somewhere I'm totally unfamiliar. I'm starting to get the hang of the workload and the cases I'm seeing at work. And once a while, I'll see cases related to elderly that gives me the opportunity to apply what I've learnt for the past 8 months. Though I'm posted to a place I don't favor, I'm adapting that changes that's taken place. It says 'no one should stay in your comfort zone or else you will never learn.' And I strongly believes that the only thing that stop a person from learning and moving on is ourselves.

For the start, I was struggling and urges to get transfer out. I dislike the faces from the staffs who are not willing to share and teach. I dislike the discrimination of standing there doing nothing when it's only my first day of work and I was disorientated. I was even called as a flower vase by some bitch who is so proud of herself just because she's an NUS grads. Really dislike all the political issues I faced on the first two weeks.

Now that I've been working for almost 3 weeks, I've met nice staff, who's willing to help. And I'm letting go all the pride and ego in me, just to learn. I mean no point being a smart Alec. And I'm sure, I'll leave this place with people appreciating me and not shooing me off as someone who is good for nothing.

Well, I've managed to book my AL slot that I've planned to have at the start of the year. And I got it! A trip to Krabi in September is something I'm really looking forward to. I feeling very excited gg to beautiful beaches like that.. And I'm so gonna snorkel. Oh my.. The group of us have extended our stay to 4D3N and I believe it's gonna be a very good and smooth trip. Everything is booked. The tickets, the accommodation. :)

Alright, enough for now. till then..

PS: thanks to the ones who were there lending me their ears hearing me whined through my tough days. Thanks for all the encouragement that motivates me to go further. Life was a struggle previously and I'm glad ive adapt and moved on..