it's FRIDAY!! im working afternoon as well. hmm.. ytd the ward is full of jokes and fun. so nice. din imagine tt working in IMH can be fun as well. full of enjoyment actually.
a lame joke from CI lucy.. psychotherapist are also known as 'psycho-the-rapist'. haha.. lame shit.
this weekend shall be my resting period. was so tired all these while. 24hrs of sleep a day might not be enough. hee.. :)
woah... we had finally meet up once again. yesh.. met fifi and subha last night. had loads of fun. erm.. i met fi at IMH cos she having her attachment there as well. we went back together and then meet ba at lot 1. all of us are like going back to sec sch days. i missed those feelings. cool.. well.. we got lots to talk abt. and we are a bunch of "single" sister. haha.. cos we are all single. well.. for fi, she's stuck in two guys. one is sharikin. haha.. i love calling him 杀人-king. hahas..this guy had never give up in wooing fifi since 3yrs. the other was a guy fifi met during a china trip of hers. haha.. well, we girls are just simply not interested in guys. we love our single lifestyle. can meet each other up without worrying abt guys guys guys.. they are simply too irritating.
we hung up till around 9plus before we part. hmmm.. really miss them. hey! we shall meet up and had fun alright. let us be that "multi-race unbreakable gals". HAHAHAHA....
omg.. CI lucy is really good. she is soooo nice la. neh met sucha good clinical instructor. well.. ytd, she let the morning shift to tour around the rehab wards. they are all the a-class and b1-class. gosh.. damn grand. it looks like a hotel la. omg.. den she allow all of us to have break at the same time. cool... well, today im working afternoon shift. hope everything will be fine. im thinking hard on what activities to plan for them. the patient there are real damn cute. some are just so funny tt you can't control ur laughter. but laugh in the sense of entertaining them and NOT looking down on them.
ytd we lat all of them do drawings. the things they draw.. gosh.. some are so nice la.. some of them make birthday card to their family. kinda saddening. well.. they are a bunch of ppl who are intelligent. their IQ can be even better than us. so never never look down on them and say they are stupid!!!
orientation at IMH today. expected i was late. i kinda lost my way. hai.. hate first day. so irritating. super sleepy and no mood the whole day TILL i saw FIFI. omg!!! so long neh see her. i really missed her a lot. she said to meet up on wed with me and subha. woah.. me and ah ba really very very long neh see her. alright! we have confirm to meet up this wed. OMG!! can't wait to see her and catch things up.
anyway i saw cherie on my way back as well. she's still the same. studying at NP nursing. so long neh see her also. but i guess she cant rmb me alr.
anyway, ward at IMH is freaky funny. CI lucy keep enphacising on "controlling your giggles". but i think it's a hard thing for me to do lah.. haha... i can't control my laughter de... haha..
alright.. i'm feeling quite better after knowing that devi and kuang li is in the same ward and same shift as me.. if not, i guess im going to suffer!!!!
went out with my mom to find out where th hell imh is located. ok.. i search but still couldnt find the exact spot. sian ah... give up. guess tml i'll be late for attachment...
went to had a nice game of BOWLING with xiaowei. meet her at Hometeam NS. woo-hoo.. had lots of fun there. now my hands are aching. haha.. wei.. must go play badminton or golf one day ah.. haha.. see xiao wei nice strike!!
some silly pictures of us after the game...
alright guys..announcement!!! i'm selling away my jay chou vcd. it include of:
his 'the one' concert vcd & a PVC doll of him. there's changable hands and also 双截棍. if anyone interested, i can sell it to you. pricing depends on how close we are.. heee..
ok i saw this cute monkey at ' Gift a name' ytd while shooping. cute right?!?!?!
my cutie hamster
and... my stupid pic..
i dun want to go for attachment tml!!! i had not have enough of holidays!! somemore i just dislike going to IMH. i feel that i dunno how to handle the patient there. also.. it's too far for me. the traveling hours kills. provided all my good friends are not in the same ward as me. sad ah.. who can understand how i feel??? im just not in the mood to go tml!!! ahhh...
i was watching this tv prog talking abt some gal stuff. and they mention something that i found it true and wanna share with my readers.. hee...
in a relationship, every girls like to give in everything to their loved ones- the guys( boyfriend). and in a relationship, the girl always likes the guy to know them inside out, meaning to understand her. and this often ended up in what we call
'get used to it'(习惯). for example: the girl always give the guy surprises, give the guy whatever he wants, listen to him, anything. overtime, this 'good things done by the girls, become something the guy get used to. and soon, eventually the guy will no longer tresure it.
so to all the girls out there, dun ever make a guy get used to your good deed. you mustn't love your guy more than you love yourself. make sure he do things for you too. make it a two-way thing. make sure he did sacrifiesyou too. relationships is all abt communicating and giving in. so make sure your relationship is maintaining.. hee..
i'm gonna have 3 days of holidays before i start my IMH attachent. gosh.. im going to mental hospital. pretty freaky! well.. guess i have to spend this 3 days friutfully. i'm going to gym to work out later with subha. exams will really makes me put on weight. have been munching lots of chocolate and junk food.
plan to go sentosa with xiaowei tml. but it's my bro birthday, so havda stay free to celebrate with him and family. but i'm still meeting wei to go east coast for a ride on roller coaster.. eh!?! salah! it's go for roller blading!! woo-hoo.....
back talking abt my brother. i really hope that he can stop depending on us. he is turning 23 and yet he still rely so much on us. well, he can say as a very good bro. in the sense of talking care the ppl around him. if i got bully, he will help me to take revenge! really. but then, he can be a big bully as well. when he is in bad mood, try provoking him, and you will end up having bruise all over. mainly that, if he is in bad mood, dun even think of going near him. he is a violent rat!
happy birthday, mr ng! 23 yrs old liao. dun be so childish can? grow up a bit. if not i will keep saying that you are "ku-niang". hahas
i have decided to give up. well, i just feel that he is not right for me, after knowing his character. i shall consider myself lucky that we are not together before i realized his real character. erm… i feel that we cant really click. and his character? suck!! he got those type of character that all girls hated. he is very cocky. irritating.. very ego.. my god.. just scare me off. but guess i will not fall for him any more deeper. just someone tt i realized tt is not worth for me to. but then, i din regret for wasting so much of time on him. really long.. 5years.
more abt his character...
typical aries in horoscope
very 大男人
play hard to get
won’t feel soft hearted seeing girls crying in front of them ( not tt i did)
talented, pretty good looking
will not apologize if they are in the wrong
go MIA as and when he wants
*he just had the perfect outlook of my type of guy, BUT character? fails!*
but whatever it is, tt’s all between us. friends. and tt’s all we can be. i’m truthfully putting this down. no more alan alan in front of me NOW! hahas..
I"M BACK!!! exams over... whoopeeeeeeee...... (* books throwing everywhere*)
get to see a new image to my blog tml...
see you guys soon.. buahahas...
back to study again..
studying in process...
working in process...
you know what? i cannot balieve tt i had sat on a 'JAGUAR' ytd.. omg..i was going to meet brenda( my CEO) with my sis at one of the bus stop at bukit timah area. we called her to pick us up after tt. to our surprised, she drove a jaguar!! omg.. din know she had one! my sis and i were expecting some normal pick-up tt she always drives to our area. but it;s not this time... inside is so comfortable la.. our jaws are like dropping when we were in there. AWESOME!den she drives us to her place.. guess where she lives? she went into this row of private apartment along bukit timah road.. dots* she waved to the security and drove it to the apartment. den she smiled at us and say, ' this is where i live'. it's shelton!! gosh.. i din know she's such a wealthy lady. ok! now on.. respect for this gal..we went into her rooms where she put all the beads and stuff. her house just loo like those Bali resort tt you will see in TVs or magazine. well.. it's exactly like tt. im not exaggerating. having work there for 3hrs, we left the apartment with loads of "gossips".anyway, she is a tai-tai. she's just those typical rich, high class ppl. i just dunno how to explain tt. but im still happy to work for her. she just makes ppl envy.. she is what i always wanna be.. but i dun think i will have such lifes. cool man...
studying in progress...
working in progress...
( tired)
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. yesh.. it's finally last day of year 2 sem 1. it's national day eve as well. well.. today is the last day of school coz we dun need to go to school anymore. except for exams la. anyway, today we had a last ICA presentation on mental health nursing. great! had good comments and guess we did pretty well. tt's ica qns is also our SAQ exam qns. so just hope tt can help me a little during exams. had apple struddle today. bought by desiree. nice nice! mmm..
it's national day cum nurse's day. school is having some celebration and stuff. but it's always so boring and we are not invited. hahas.. ended school early. went back home straight to rest. my cough is recovering slowly- unless i have loads of rest.
i'm gonna be busy these few days! just receive news from brenda tt i have to go down personally to work in her office to make earrings. sigh... this means tt i won't be able to have more time for my revision. i guess life gonna be busy after my IMH attachment. den i think i won't have time to blog. so for frens who will miss me, just ring me or sms me ok? :) i'm away. to be back after exams( 23.08.07)!!!
going school tml for my proj. hmm.. last one to go.. hope we can score well for this. our topic is actually one of the essay qns tt will be coming in exam. so ppl from my classs... pls pay 101% of attention in our ICA!!!!!
i needa buck up in my studies.. if not i will not have enough time to complete the studys before exam. i must not have any supp paper this sem! no more supp! chew! all supp paper, go far far away from me!
anna! kan-batte yo!
chief complaints: 4 episodes of having food going into the windpipe. have to cough through the nose for phlegm. and throat itch.
diagnosis: throat inflammation due to food passby windpipe.
yesh.. i went to consult doctor just now. i am sufering from throat inflammation. i dun think is due to the amount of chocolate i had last week but was due to having food tt went into my trachae. well.. can you imagine having a minty sweet in your mouth. with just one cough, tt sweet went to your windpipe and up to ur nose? it's a minty sweet, mind you. omg! the feeling... im like struggling there, yet not know what i shd do.. also can you imagine eating
odeh- odeh( kway), and the fillings went straight into your windpipe and that heaty sensation can be felt.. tt's exactly what happen to me.
i let the dr know and he took my temp. was having slight fever. due to inflammation and also the hot weather. erm.. den he listen to my breathing closely. my lungs are allright. fine... i was so freak out tt i might have lung infection or stuff like tt. now tt the dr said im ok, im so much relieve. he gave me strong antibiotics and cough mixture tt makes me drowsy.. i feeling bit sleepy now. just took the meds anyway..
well.. my throat reflexes are weak. i often get choked by food. scolded by my mom of not paying attertion when im eating. well.. i guess im going to really be attentive when im eating. kinda scary to have this kind of experience. ewwww...
study a bit today. my neighbour came to my house to play with me and the hamster.. aiyo.. they so noisy. after they went home, i saw a grp of pest control ppl under my blk. they are trying the get rid of the bee hives on the tree in front of me house. quite gross.. but interesting when they try to spray insecticide on the hives. they guys are good climber man! climb up the trees. watching watching till i just forgot abt studying.. haha... so i only like study 1 hr and slack for 4hrs? haha.. shall study at night.. the mood is better at night. more cooling.. hee.. tired la. so sleepy. no entertainment. can die man.. siansation!! full of SIANSATION!
went out with my battery ytd. erm.. meet at coffee bean to study. i seriously hate ah tiongs. they just simply dun understand english man.. and still wanna act as if they so pro.. cannot take it. alice wanted a cup of ice-tea. but end up getting swiss- berries tea. like what the hell la. and i order one ice- tea, he gave two. OMG!! we arent happy and complaint to the manager. he scolded the two ah tiongs and pay us back the change.
after finishing one book of abnormal psyche in 2 hrs, we were more or less zonked. feel like we cant absorb anymore. since we are at j8, the shopping is more tempting. hee.. so we ended up studying for 2 hours and shop 3 hours. :)
we went ' the face shop' and alice got a mask. i got a concealer. then we proceed to shop for more things. we went to a shop with lots of nice clothes. alice picked one and push me to try it on. GOSH.. tt's just not like me! it's those bubbly clothes tt suits cuties. i just found awkward wearing tt. but she thinks it's nice on me. haha.. had fun..
alice later got hook into doing 'french nails'. spent hour plus doing it. seems like the pedicure is more relaxing and shuang. we had planned to do pedicure before exams. hee... sure very cool.. erm.. den we were approached by this sales from 'beijing 101'. they are having roadshow at the mall and drag us in for a heck of our hair. tt idiot gal is super irritating la. tell her dun wan, still push it to us. dun think we dunno tt you wanna earn commission ok... in the end i still get the voucher. wanna cheer my mom up.
den we left the mall seperate ways. home.
thnks alice.. for the cookies and also the consolation. thnks friends who cared for me.. appreciation!!
i am going to meet alice at J8 coffee bean! plan to study psychology together. still have some time, so i decided to blog this post now. erm.. right now, im going to fully concentrate on school work, school projects and a little bit of him. well.. regarding e family problem, guess im just going to remain silence and do my own things at home. kinda irritating tt everytime when exams are coming, there will be this kind of shit happen to me! but this time round, im not going to let tt affect me! chey.. push 'em all aside.
ytd night was watching this fortune-telling show on scv chnl 49. it says tt saggittarius cant never lie. they mentioned tt when they lie, they will tend to forget abt it, and in the end still blurt it out. they are also very good in keeping secrets because they will tend to forget abt the secrets. they are just a bunch of forgetful animals. regard to this.. i think tt it's ABSOLUTELY TRUE!! omg.. haha.. exactly like me.. and also alice.
we had a short chat last night.. well.. he has been posted to a new area, which is at queenway. he said tt training is tough.. hmmm.. sure be tiring for him. just hope tt he will take care of his health and hope you'll rmb tt there's always a nurse here taking care of him. hahas...
had a big quarrel with my mom today. erm.. due to some small trouble which just ended big. some frustrating when no one sides you. no one was there to defend for you. that feeling is just so annoying. i have expected a few weeks of cold war between my mom and i. so these few days i just have to be more independent. though i had apologized to her, dun think things will settle easil. hate it when a woman have menopause. so irritating. more irritating being a woman.
im feeling better now. cause the group of us just went to AMK hub for lunch. so cool.. i just enjoy that big grp outing. it's so fun. though we din stay there long.
today sch ends at 8pm. got night class. luckily i got night class, if not i guess i'll spend time outside loitering till late night before going back. just wish tt someone can COAX me by buying something i like to cheer me up. under so much of pressure now!! so freaking disgusted!
happy nurse's all to my friends and all the fellow nurses in the whole world...
exams are coming. and we are still down to 2 presentations to go. so irritating. gotta be busy these few days.. so tired.. i just need more time for resting.. and sleeping!