I did my life first laser treatment. I have wanted to do it years back, but wasn't able to find a reliable person to perform it. Well, it's consider a very small procedure and it takes up less than 15mins.
I actually went for 'Dark Spot Laser' for my face. Whole purpose is to lighten the freckles on my cheek. I remember how I used to envy Caucasian kids who looks really cute to have freckles. And I used to love the sun so much in the past that I purposely go under the sun so as to get freckles.
Thinking back now.. How silly I was?!?!! Now I have to use some many cosmetic products to hide those dark freckles. But thank to Ivy, my beautician, who charge me at a really cheap price because I'm her regular customer. The market price for the laser is normally four figure. But she charges me at only two figure.. Thats how cheap it is...
Anyway, it's my 3rd day going out exposing me myself with an ugly face. The first phase of the laser is: The spot that has been laser-ed will become darker, and after a week, it will then become lightened, and finally after 2 weeks, the freckles will be gone.
I've been religiously keeping the 'wound site' clean and dry to prevent any infection to occur. Though I hated how strangers looked at me, now with the darkened freckles, I know after 2 weeks I'll be prettier than before! I just have to bear with it for a little while more. I can't wait to see my freckles-free face. And I bet I'll never expose myself to direct sun anymore... Even if my passion needs me to, I'll wear all protective gears to prevent it from coming back.
A product that I've been starting to consume is UV pills.
This is a product that was introduced by Valleri. And I'm trying it from tomorrow onwards. This pill regulates the amount of 黑色素 in our body. The effect of this pills will make someone fairer. And I'm so gonna try this. Anyway, you still have to apply sun block even when you have taken the pills. Because the pills only regulates IN the body.
More recommendation from my battery, Alice. Hydrating mask!!! I'm so gonna stock up 4 months supply of mask at home and use it till wedding day is over.. I need to be more discipline now..!
The amount of stress that Boy is facing simply aches me so much that I don't know how to help... I really don't wish to see this kind of thing happening when both Boy and I are so busy preparing our big day. Seriously, the external sources of stress is piling faster than the wedding preparation... I wonder why... Why are there so many issues for both of us to settle at this point of time. Why? Of all times, why choose this period? One problem after another...
I wanna see stress in another way.. When stressed becomes dessert, when stress means 'Sorry To Repeat, Enjoy Stress Slowly'. Thanks for the ones who tried to cheer me up..
Started this 4000pcs puzzle from 28/9/2011. And today, Boy and I have finally complete it... A puzzle that tested our patience, our teamwork, and our determination.
Half way through the puzzle, we actually thought of giving it up. We were all too busy with our business that we have no time for it at all. Knowing how much space this puzzle is taking up in his room, and the preparation for our wedding is driving us crazy, we know that we need to get things done.
Im glad we have create our first furniture for our future house together. This is going to be place in our future Living Room to motivate us to work hard to travel around the world.
Now I need sometime to glue them together and search for nice frame to frame it up... At last, we made it!!!
I'm always a big fan of their inner wear. I specially find guys wearing cK boxer with a slight tanned back very charming. Just a fetish I suppose...
Anyway this wristlet caught my eye the first time I saw it. I prefer carrying a wristlet than a chunky wallet. At least I get to put my Swarovski Pen in and use it when there's urgency to joit things down.
A little gift for myself. Just a little spending after controlling so long for wedding.
Lately life has been pretty stressful. I believe there wasn't much planning after all the choices I've made in life so far. Preparing for wedding is really tired and stressful. There are too many wants and don'ts. There are too many must and more MUST. Sometimes I wonder, is it my wedding I'm planning, or is it theirs? Well, this is one common issue most couples will encounter when it comes to wedding. However, these stresses are still happy stresses. And I'm still enjoying the planning and preparation with my lovely..
Ever since I get myself into LIFE, I'm seriously enjoying the weekday working and weekend off day routine. It's not that bad afterall. My lifestyle gets to change a lot better. And I'm consistently gaining weight. That shows how good my working life is right now.. Well, it's the whole aspect of it that I'm talking about. Dr Shanker did mentioned that people who works long on shift basis, will have a shorter lifespan due to the toxins and irregular meal patterns. And all these are researched before. So I'm glad I'm out of the rotating shift working hours and I'm really enjoying having a healthy body.
But there's one thing that's lack in my working life. Ever since my change, I have not really plan what I'm gonna do in nursing. I'm lacking of PLANS in nursing. Dr Shanker has gives me roles to be a coordinator to some projects, my supervisor started me on some intensive training and also planning for HMDP for me. Well, the need for a nurse in LIFE is so crucial and it will be very selfish for me to leave SGH till my bond ends. Well, I know that that was my initial plans. Once I end my bond, I'm leaving nursing. But looks like I have gotten myself tied down even further. I'm right now, pretty lost. I don't know what my interest really is. I don't know if staying further, gives me good prospect. Or should I take the risk, drop everything, to pursue my dream to be a professional photographer?
I want to be doing something I'm passionate in. So that I won't shut the alarm off, and lazily head back to sleep for 5 more minutes. I want to wake up every morning feeling happy that I'm gonna face things I love to do... But right now, I'm so lost. I prolly need a lil more time to think of what I REALLY want...
I don't know where the guts came from to sign up for the 10km marathon. Yes, I've just signed up and paid for a 10km marathon happening in July, as part of supporting for the cancer association. My dear Yanting signed up for it as a record to herself before she reaches 25. Nice one... For me, I'm plainly treating it as a record and challenge to myself to do what I believe I can't succeed.
Deep in my heart, I know that this tough challenge is gonna be a struggle for someone who doesn't exercise regularly like myself. The longest distance that I've covered in my whole entire life is only 4.8km, and that's a walk and jog event. See how crazy I am?
In life, there's prolly too many other life struggles tougher than completing a 10km run, so I'm training my mental will to be stronger to sustain the lowest side of life. Shall stop whining and start training. All I want is to complete the race within 3hrs. Let's see whether the bunch of us will complete the physical and mental draining
race. :)
