i'm gonna visit this shop soon.@scape cineleisure.
toy outpost!
see you soon.
i'll be there!
• toy outpost•
29 October 2010
i'm gonna visit this shop soon.• say what you need to say•
have been thinking about it.not all the time.
just at times.
things are always easy to say.
but harder to action.
and somehow words can't properly being used to describe.
i wished i didn't have think too much.
but somehow i don't feel happy at all.
always 'trying' to be happy.
sometimes it was really heart-felt happy.
but at times it was trying to stay happy.
is it really that fact that i have not been appreciating what i have?
or is it about the character?
or would it be that all of us just got too 'used-to-it',
and things are taken for granted?
sometimes i wished i could start everything anew.
i wished it was all plain simple.
but human's mind aren't simple at all.
all i need was just the heart you used to have with me.
ignore all the tiff we used to have.
ignore all the nasty mood i throw at you.
ignore all bad memories.
i need the heart that once felt so new,
just like how we just knew each other.
that's just the exact feeling i need.
yes, i'm always requesting for TLC.
because i really need it...
• as for today•
28 October 2010
right!
as for today?
NIGHTSHIFT.
it's the first day of nights again.
why is my night shift soooooo often.
ohman! seriously whyyyyyy!
after getting photos into FB,
read mails,
played some games in FB,
i did some serious work too.
managed to fix my BTT on 7jan 2011.
like i've got another 2 months to study?
i'm gonna work hard for it.
going to make it a first time pass!
don't wanna waste money on theory.
cause they are all dead.
boy and i have been cracking our brains
about how to celebrate our 3rd Anniversary.
which is coming to us in less than a month.
planning to get a short 3D2N trip.
maybe to batam or bintan.
have been googling for the best offer.
was attracted by some.
hopefully we'll be able to plan a success trip.
one more thing.
my nikon D5000 is urgently coming to me.
decided not to wait till christmas sale or whatsoever.
i'm gonna look into warehouse price.
searching warehouses after warehouses.
i believe i'll get it before my 3rd Anniversary.
:)
as for today?
NIGHTSHIFT.
it's the first day of nights again.
why is my night shift soooooo often.
ohman! seriously whyyyyyy!
after getting photos into FB,
read mails,
played some games in FB,
i did some serious work too.
managed to fix my BTT on 7jan 2011.
like i've got another 2 months to study?
i'm gonna work hard for it.
going to make it a first time pass!
don't wanna waste money on theory.
cause they are all dead.
boy and i have been cracking our brains
about how to celebrate our 3rd Anniversary.
which is coming to us in less than a month.
planning to get a short 3D2N trip.
maybe to batam or bintan.
have been googling for the best offer.
was attracted by some.
hopefully we'll be able to plan a success trip.
one more thing.
my nikon D5000 is urgently coming to me.
decided not to wait till christmas sale or whatsoever.
i'm gonna look into warehouse price.
searching warehouses after warehouses.
i believe i'll get it before my 3rd Anniversary.
:)
• an off day•
so it's been routinely that,
every wednesday,
if i'm happened to off,
i'll be following mum and gran to RiverValley
to pray for the passed on uncle.
so i was waken up by mum at 8am.
and preparation to RV.
reached there at 10plus.
and the monks starting their chanting.
had my vegetarian lunch,
and off mum and i went to lavander.
while gran went bugis to get her hair perm.
she is soooo cute!
mum and i went to get some stocks for her business.
gotten three big bags of stock back to B.Panjang.
it's freaking heavy for me to carry.
and mum claimed that was how she travel to get goods all the time.
oh man!
i better learn my driving asap!
after which,
when we arrives at uncle's shop,
it's time to work.
for the first time,
time passed so fast when i'm there.
help him to stick price tags at his new goods.
arranged the goods.
rolling the wrapping papers.
and helping to attend to customers when there was.
done a good role as a cashier.
all and all,
the experience was nice.
like the days when i was 14.
i used to stayed at his provision shop during weekends,
working for him.
and got paid like 50bucks for a whole day.
that were the days.
by late noon,
travel my way down to simei,
to meet boy,
and went to downtown east.
meeting yanting, donghao and dawn for dinner buffet at Sakura.
everyone was craving for sushi.
that's why...
after dinner,
meet guo yang and stayed at Macs for a game of 'Bangs'.
addictive and strategic game for me.
but too mafia for yanting.
and homesweeethome after that.
it was quite a simple but tiring off day for me.
:)
• fully utilised weekend off•
25 October 2010
comes to off days.
it must always be fully utilised.
on my weekends off.
thanks to the clear sky.
haze has been cleared.
meet up with two group of friends.
on sunday,
met ben.
together with sis and boy.
went to parkway parade for pool.
head down to ECP for cycling.
not forgetting my tree-shots.
remembered the part when we drift the whole bike.
my favourite character of the day.
our lives.
finally the VIP arrives.
went to see people kiap bearbear..
and a 'family' photo before departing.
this was level 5.
look how red his face was.
but after snapping for 5mins or so,
the mini camera to snap your opponents.
there was a new ride.
a ride that can consist of 6pax.
an hour for 30bucks.
and has a pa-poo at the top of the stirling wheel.
wei zun and joycelyn joined us shortly.
remembered the part when we drift the whole bike.went through the grass.
went through the skate learning area.
almost bumped into cones.
doing all sorts of stunts.
all thanks to weizun.
but we were all safe by the end of the ride.
hilarious to the maxxxxx!
while waiting for yongjie to end school,
and arrive to meet us,
we played BANG! at Macs to kill time.
my favourite character of the day.
our lives.
finally the VIP arrives.sat down at the steamboat stall at ECP.
as according to joycelyn,
their quality of food droooooop!
went to see people kiap bearbear..
and a 'family' photo before departing.thanks everyone for the day spent.
a great outing.
smiles.
while on sat.
while on sat.
met yanting.
donghao AKA mr C.
and boy.
went to jalan kayu.
for the hottest, spiciest buffalo wings.
this was level 5.
look how red his face was.like a monkey buttock.
photo taken at seletar airbase.
with those private airplanes.
damn cool...
but after snapping for 5mins or so,there was an announcement to warn us,
to keep out from the plane.
lucky we have taken all the photos before the announcement came.
proceed to OCC.
to slack.
and we played 'Blackmail.'
the mini camera to snap your opponents.so as to blackmail them.
before we head home,
we went to geylang for dimsum.
and homesweeeethome.
:)
• emo-ed•
21 October 2010
playing the song,
'little house' on my headbanger.
thinking about life.
maybe reflection again.
have been asking what's life?
and previously we discussed how we wanted life to be in future.
then i realised the difference in our thought.
the way we see our future,
seemed different.
it makes me wonder,
how future will be like.
and lately,
i have been thinking about what WILL happen.
and not much thought to what HAD happen.
happen to me, i mean.
maybe i know my emotions better.
i know when things may start to go wrong.
and maybe i have protraited it clear enough,
i need a lot of TLC,
if not there i go.
i have always been the selfish one.
but there was a thought about you,
in order to have a thought for myself.
and before making selfish decisions.
what kind of adverse reaction can happen to me?
many a time i heard a failed relationship,
reason being 'not enough time for each other'.
and soon it leads to miscommunication.
i know love is never easy.
our problem always lingers with TIME.
and seriously,
i'm thinking of ways to solve this timing issue.
overtime,
i have take things for granted.
overtime,
i have been get so used to it.
overtime,
when things start getting apart,
further and further,
then ITE...
there was a part of my life,
i enjoyed the most.
but thinking back only makes me sadder.
so why think of the happy moments?
'little house' on my headbanger.
thinking about life.
maybe reflection again.
have been asking what's life?
and previously we discussed how we wanted life to be in future.
then i realised the difference in our thought.
the way we see our future,
seemed different.
it makes me wonder,
how future will be like.
and lately,
i have been thinking about what WILL happen.
and not much thought to what HAD happen.
happen to me, i mean.
maybe i know my emotions better.
i know when things may start to go wrong.
and maybe i have protraited it clear enough,
i need a lot of TLC,
if not there i go.
i have always been the selfish one.
but there was a thought about you,
in order to have a thought for myself.
and before making selfish decisions.
what kind of adverse reaction can happen to me?
many a time i heard a failed relationship,
reason being 'not enough time for each other'.
and soon it leads to miscommunication.
i know love is never easy.
our problem always lingers with TIME.
and seriously,
i'm thinking of ways to solve this timing issue.
overtime,
i have take things for granted.
overtime,
i have been get so used to it.
overtime,
when things start getting apart,
further and further,
then ITE...
there was a part of my life,
i enjoyed the most.
but thinking back only makes me sadder.
so why think of the happy moments?
• torture•
it's been a five days of torture.
till the extend that i have not been able to touch my comp.
what more to say about not blogging.
last saturday,
was happily doing afternoon shift right after my off days.
followed by a morning shift on sunday.
it had seemed like a routine to me already.
supposedly monday,
i'm afternoon.
being the ONLY afternoon shift of the week,
before i gets my weekend off.
so on sunday,
i was preparing a complicated discharge for monday.
when Sister jaynthi came up to me,
asking me to work morning the next day,
since i know the case better.
having no choice,
i was asked to work morning on monday.
and since then,
my 6 days morning marathon starts.
on wed,
being my 4th day of the marathon,
i was really zonked.
wanted to take an urgent leave,
and for the first time,
i really thought of faking this leave.
but i could not.
before i left home on tuesday,
sis jaynthi reminded me about my morning shift for the next day.
it was so random,
but i dunno why she did that.
the reminder stopped me from taking any leave.
and for every single morning shift,
there was a need for me to work morning.
be it discussion about proj,
or meeting friends.
so as for today.
my morning starts from 8.
went to bestway for 'Patient Education' course.
today was the presentation.
and i'm glad we've received good comments,
about the skill we educate.
a good exposure for all of us.
many good tips to learn.
made a few friends.
and the best of all,
sharing session about ward life.
have been sharing many things with people from other wards.
and i really consider myself damn lucky.
i came from a small ward concept.
chances of going for courses are higher.
and due to the opening of this new isolation ward,
and the fact that it can anytime turn into an ICA ward,
many of us were forced to attend ICA course.
and with that,
many people envied about me.
about me being only a one and half year experienced nurse,
but already attempted to many courses.
tml is the final count down.
final morning before weekends arrive!
i felt like an office hour lady.
but i've been working since saturday.
and it's been a week since i had a good rest...
hates morning.
but the more it came on me.
i need a rest.
i need a breather.
till the extend that i have not been able to touch my comp.
what more to say about not blogging.
last saturday,
was happily doing afternoon shift right after my off days.
followed by a morning shift on sunday.
it had seemed like a routine to me already.
supposedly monday,
i'm afternoon.
being the ONLY afternoon shift of the week,
before i gets my weekend off.
so on sunday,
i was preparing a complicated discharge for monday.
when Sister jaynthi came up to me,
asking me to work morning the next day,
since i know the case better.
having no choice,
i was asked to work morning on monday.
and since then,
my 6 days morning marathon starts.
on wed,
being my 4th day of the marathon,
i was really zonked.
wanted to take an urgent leave,
and for the first time,
i really thought of faking this leave.
but i could not.
before i left home on tuesday,
sis jaynthi reminded me about my morning shift for the next day.
it was so random,
but i dunno why she did that.
the reminder stopped me from taking any leave.
and for every single morning shift,
there was a need for me to work morning.
be it discussion about proj,
or meeting friends.
so as for today.
my morning starts from 8.
went to bestway for 'Patient Education' course.
today was the presentation.
and i'm glad we've received good comments,
about the skill we educate.
a good exposure for all of us.
many good tips to learn.
made a few friends.
and the best of all,
sharing session about ward life.
have been sharing many things with people from other wards.
and i really consider myself damn lucky.
i came from a small ward concept.
chances of going for courses are higher.
and due to the opening of this new isolation ward,
and the fact that it can anytime turn into an ICA ward,
many of us were forced to attend ICA course.
and with that,
many people envied about me.
about me being only a one and half year experienced nurse,
but already attempted to many courses.
tml is the final count down.
final morning before weekends arrive!
i felt like an office hour lady.
but i've been working since saturday.
and it's been a week since i had a good rest...
hates morning.
but the more it came on me.
i need a rest.
i need a breather.
• next goal•
16 October 2010
so yesterday,i gotten myself a new book.
to study.
started enrolling into driving.
time to get my driving license.
gonna work hard for it..
another leap in life...
:)
• scary halloween•
went to night safari with
guo yang, hui qing, boy and i.
the following photos can be disturbing...
went for the tram.
then the trail.
went into haunted village.
and lastly,
animal show.
did not snap much of animal photos.
because no flashes allowed.
more photos in faceboook, again.
:D
