i remember clearly, in the past,
we talk a lot.
we share every lil things in life.
and communication was optimal.
but it has been slowly surfaced out that,
how much time a day do we really spend on talking?
forget about short messages through phones.
they can never deliver the tone we want it to be.


everytime we met,
i've soon come to realise that,
you were the one i shared most about my life.
and suddenly when we both get busy,
time constrained.
and the words from my mind,
just hasn't been able to melody out as easy as before.


i've got so much to say,
but i know,
sending my words through short messages are damn useless.
how much can i really express?
and talking time has come to a big reduces when we are both working.
i believe a relationship can dies off due to lack of communication,
and no matter how strong that relationship is...
and i definitely doesn't want that to happen.


people do change with time to come.
and i hope i won't change too quickly before u can know what has been going on..
all i need is 30hrs a day,
but since it's impossible,
how much time can we have just for a talking session?
i need a session too...


right now, i'm not referring to any problems,
but just more simple chats,
like what we always had in the past...

so i'll be getting alternate shift and off days this week.
off on monday,
work tuesday.
off on wednesday.
work today.
hari raya PH replacement on friday.
and night shift starting on saturday.


but yesterday's off was a last min requested.
uncle had passed on for the 49th days.
and it was a tradition to give him the last prayer.
went to a BIG temple at river valley.
where the prayers start.
with gran, elder uncle, mum, aunty, cousins, sis and i.
glad that everyone wasn't as grief as before.
i should say it is good.
everyone has moved on.




at night,
it was a last min plan again.
for playing lantern with the gangs.
meet up Alan, yanting, weixang, guo yang, mr C. and boy,
to barrage for lantern festival.
went to chinatown buying lanterns.
and drove in to barrage for more fun and laughter.
awaiting for photos to be tagged
before uploading them...
:)


can't wait for the next outing with the gangs.
thumbs up!!

guess somehow we've reach the 1000th day.
it's been a long journey.
and i'm not alone.
it's been 34 months.
it's been 2yrs 10months.
it has never been any longer than this.
and i know it has never been easy to sustain this long.
i'm glad we made it somehow.
and i believe we are going further even more.
i'll continue to hold your hand tight,
like how you always hold mine for the pass 1000 days.
together we are passing each day, each month, each year, each decades.

i know some things aren't forever.
but i know at least,
right here right now,
i have you...
and i had you for 1000days already.
:)
let this love never dies.
happy 34th moniversary, hubby...