ANNUAL LEAVE LAST DAYafter 6days of fun,
i'm contented.
contented in achieving the life i used to enjoy.
now, it's coming to an end.
so i shall switch mood back to work.
and tml i'm night shift.
wonder if i'm at ward 11 or 12.
shall buy more tidbits and grapefruit juice
to last me the row of nights.
over these 7days,
enough of spending money,
enough of shopping,
but not enough clothes though.( who will feel it's enough?)
enough fun.
enough of joy.
enough of jumping and singing.
enough of dating.
enough of good food.
and gaining enough fats in my body,
to last me for another one month,
before those fats burn out again..
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last night,
i had MY concert.
it's our concert with mayday.
because besides mayday,
we all sang along with ashin.
we jump and high through out.
it's never ending.
and after 4 hrs of concert,
we wanted more.
and today,
one more round to go.
spore is MAYDAY's second home.
that's what they always say.
the fans in spore is the most craziest and powerful.
before the name DNA was out,
the tickets in spore for their concert were sold out...
and that's the reason for the 2nd day opening.
it's been ten years.
and for me,
it's been seven years.
as the years past,
i felt more obsessed in them.
the kind of belief,
the kind of mentality they bring across,
really really touched me a lot.
THEY ARE NOT ORDINARY ROCK BAND,
THEY ARE A GROUP OF PPL WHO FIGHT FOR THEIR DREAMS IN LIFE.
AND THAT'S WHAT I STRONGLY BELIEVE,
DARE TO DREAM!
THAT'S WHAT LIFE ARE FOR...
ANNUAL LEAVE DAY 5 
a surprise for him.( bringing him to FCP)

most important on route- MAP!

and he's studying it thoroughly.

3person on route!

baby liles.

"the scenery is NICEE"

uphill...

i'm heading forward!

"tah-dah!"

what's that...

"eeerk... CHARGE!"

so old school. it's a studio.

NICE!

forever curiosity!

that's what he saw..

loo!

gate of...? death?

tunnel..

and more..

he says one-two yrs time, we'll come here!
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i'm ready for the concert!!!
conversation with subha last night(SMS)
subha: na, u going to mayday concert tml?
me: yup i am! why?
subha: haha! i am too!
( i paused for 5secs)
me: WAIT! how come?
subha: hahahahahaha... no la joking na, i heard over the radio and i thought of u..
have a jolly time :)! me: thanks for the joke!
seriously i was silly enough to kinda believe she's going..
muahahahaa.. =.="
ANNUAL LEAVE DAY 4
the last time i had a dental checkup was...
5years ago.
and finally i'm going today.
i seriously need it so badly.
i dun wish to wear dentures at age of 30!
that's so very bad..
after ytd's shopping,
and i think after this week of AL,
i'm gonna be so so so broke!
haha..
enjoyment is all it takes, isn't it?
alright,
my partner is off today and tml,
so he's going to dentist with me,
and outing later.
he's finally enrolling into school!
it's really time to work hard in studies now.
and no more half-way-drop-out.
private dip in sales and mrketing at PSB.
today's his first day of orientation..
im sure he'll like it.
cause schooling days are always fun.
a surprise for him later,
before he's night class starts..
hmm...
anyway,
tml is DA CONCERT!!!!!
crazily excited..
that's the word to describe my feelings...
ANNUAL LEAVE DAY 3
how should i put this?
it's been 573024564 months i haven went out with alice lee!
and today,
we've specially date each other for
SHOPPING!i miss the days in school,
the days we slack in lect hall,
not forgetting the skipping classes for shopping then..
memorable till the max.
it's like it was just ytd that all these events happen.
well, i will enjoy myself to the fullest tonight.
cause i dunno when will be our next chance of going out again..
the
double A battery shall revive tonight!
mustafa with mum later before meeting the battery...
ANNUAL LEAVE DAY 2
i'm celebrating someone's 25th birthday.
it's none other then the world laziest brother of mine.
well,
he's quite poor thing too.
it's his 25th birthday and yet he needs to prepare for his exams.
anyway,
steamboat at home tonight...
photos will be updated..
my wish for my bro:
can i hope that u can one day be very independent,
and show us that u can survive without depending on us.
and i wish u can soon get into seeing what the world is,
and enter into this society,
tasting the life of working, being tough,
and what is things money can't buy...
ANNUAL LEAVE DAY 1
medicure: french nails- classic.
slack at home.
relax and have enough sleep and rest.
slouch in sofa and TV the whole day.
i miss the smell of sunflower.
i miss the scent of new clothes.
i miss the gathering with BFF.
i miss the tears of joy watching mayday concert.
i miss the music blasting feeling into ur ear drum.
i miss the great lighting in the stadium.
i miss the field of blue lightstick waving.
i miss the waking up without alarm clock.
i miss the good food.
i miss the freedom,
that i used to have before entering workforce.
before entering society.
and i guess,
the route of days of what i'm missing,
is coming back shortly...

woah woah!
it's gonna be just
7days to their concertttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!
how excited..
have been listening to ALL the albums and songs over and over again.
to make sure i rmb every single one of them.

it's gonna be a two days straight of excitement.
and on 28.8.09- it's the 10th anniversary of mayday,
after that '168 concert' which was known to be their ever first concert ten years back.
and on the 28th,
the concert will stretch till 12am.
12AM!!!
they have never had concert till this late.
seriously,
i really can't wait for that day.
i'm sure xiaojun cannot wait too..
i'm so thankful to have this friend around,
who's as CRAZZZZZZZY as me,
to buy the 2days ticket,
and buy their merchandise,
and then do all crazy stuff,
just to see every moment of MAYDAY...
now you know how crazy am i when u mention MAYDAY?
muahahhahahaa....
having live this life for 20years.
i've manage to create and live it with memories.
however,
unforgettable years when i was age of 16.
it really marked it so deep in my heart,
that might be the most regretful thing i've ever done then.
why did he appear on that magazine.
why did i saw that article last night.
ya, he won the singing competition.
his life succeeded.
he wanted to sing for his life.
and now he made it.
good for him.
trying hard to forget this person i met in this life,
yet somehow,
he keeps on appearing.
i tried pretending i dunno him.
but in fact,
i took extra glance at it.
because i couldn't imagine.
i'm sure god is playing a fool with me.
i told myself,
i've moved on.
i've moved so far.
ignore the past, anna.
it DID hurt you badly last time,
but now you have simply moved on..
yeah, 4 years.
and i've moved on for so long.
so let it be..
i know i won't see him ever again... ...
(blasting MAYDAY songs into my brain to freeze it)
after a filling dinner at home last night,
our plans continue.
we went to BPP.
shopping and chillax!
our choice:
starbucks!photos are as shown...
the family setting off...

mummy's caffe latte.

sis and i shared a grande chocolate chip blend.
it's superb and slurp!
love it...

dun you think they look so alike???
like mummy like sister.
ahha...
it's really a chilling and relax moment last night.
i'm sure more of this will come..

my working nights ended.
i smelled freedom and relaxation.
i know that's what i'm rewarded in the coming 3 straight days.
and as day passed,
i'm getting nearer to my ALs.
and i'm planning more outings and funs.
with 2days booked for mayday.
the rest are for friends and families.
just feel like doing some extremes.
to make myself totally having the feeling of:
EXCITEMENT...
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it's 19.08.09.
our 21 month.
3 mths to 2nd anni.
what should i say...
anna, are u kidding?
you're tgt with someone for almost two years?
no one can imagine this..
even i can't, sometimes.
but i managed to.
at least i know life is stable right now,
at this moment.

this is a picture of :
one of the waterfall in Taiwan.
but i guess, now,
Taiwan is really messy.
with typhoons and flooding,
1/3 of Taiwan is gone.
how saddening...
seriously,
the earth is soon coming to an end.
with the news abt Jakarta having earthquake,
which i actually felt shaky 2days back,
and with the burning heaty sun,
and all the natural disasters that's happening around,
how long can we live?
the earth is dying soon.
so that means,
people,
please live more crazily in life!!!
treasure NOW!~
and in ten more days,
mayday is coming.
and it's time for 2days concert!
i can't wait!
i can't wait!
i really can't wait!!!!
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maybe ONEDAY i shall pick up photography.
seriously, it's so interesting.
i LOVE shooting pictures that stands out.
someday i'm gonna get my very own professional camera...
and all the pictures,
will soon come alive...~

seriously this is one of my fav photos..
ok, just something random today.
received a call from benjamin just now.
asking me if i wanna go johor.
and due to my night shift tonight,
and due to i haven update my passport,
my sis went out with the group instead!
i missed out some moment of fun again.
but,
well,
it's ok.
i'm going to have a big feast with JWR,
and also with his family.
steamboat this time round.
seems like uncle die die wanna eat steamboat,
after last week's unsuccessfulness.
wahahahaha...
ok,
i swear i felt shaky just now.
i mean i just felt the floor shake a lil' a min ago.
(is there some kind of disaster happening again?)
i hope i'm hallucinating.
hmm.. night shift later.
with SSN teo.
hope everything goes smooth.
no last min admission preassssse!
anyone staying overnight awake tonight?
please entertainment me tonight.
if not,
it's gonna be another lonely night for me again...

sometimes you will never imagine
the person you treated as friend,
don't see you as one?
you ended up being masked by everybody.
maybe it's the problem with the character.
most of the time,
this is the answer.
maybe both of us are so similar,
that's why we click so much,
and that's why same thing happen to the both of us before.
we are able to accept it,
if ppl do come to you and tell you straight.
but others afraid they might hurt you.
but whatever it is,
if you really cannot fit into a group,
search for the next..
life's like that.
when you are left out in a group,
search for the next..
till your true friends appear..
i have been tired of my hairstyle.
it's so dead.
no length,
no wave,
no weight.
(sounds botak..)
anyway,
have been thinking of changing a totally new hairstyle.
and i thought of her...

but im afraid it'll look old on me..
hmm..
what hairstyle shall i go for?