i'm off today again...
supposed to be morning shift,
due to a specific reason,
i bring forward my off day.
all thanks to sister chow who let me do that...




and today,
i'm meeting someone.
someone whom i've been always looking
forward to meet for the past 7years!!!!!!




it's MAYDAY!
they are having a meet up session at imm tonight.
and and... ...
xiaojun won a conference pass to their conference!!!
so which means,
meanwhile reporters
are interviewing them at meritus hotel,
we're not trepasser...
we're allow to go in to snap at them...
muahahahahahaha...
~feeling so excited now.




well, with mayday around,
anna will never be sad...
and i'm glad i saw their concert poster everywhere i go....

have been so busy last whole week.
busy dealing with settling my financial,
and busy getting my desktop.
and i finally got MY OWN desktop.

having mobile broadband gimme more space.
it's so mobile..
woahahahaha...
guess my sis is so into that mobile broadband now.
cause we can surf internet like no one business.

well, i'm really quite tired this week.
met up 3 financial consultant this week.
and seriously i dunno how one of them got to know my contact.
but well, whatever.
all 3 have been repeating the same thing over and over again.
think i can even imitate what they say.

but then,
meeting them makes me understand how important it is
to save more money now.
and that's what i'm going to mug hard for...
i really dislike the feeling of being so short of cash,
in terms of emergency...

sometimes i feel that i just need to learn how to manage stress.
i haven't been able to manage little stress in life,
evenmore when i'm in workforce now.


this year isn't a very good year for me to make big decision.
i realised those made had been a wrong move.
i dun regret,
but i ended trying hard to salvage what i can.
i really did a wrong move,
just because i wanted to be financially stable in the future.


with that,
i made my life busier and worried for unnecessaries.
i shall not make any big decision anymore this year.
just do what i think is comfortable.
and no more other rubbish...


sigh sigh....

i really love my roster this week.
after my night shift,
after my sleeping day,
and my off day,
i worked aft noon shift ytd.
and suppose-ly i'm morning shift today.

and and..
due to the over staff,
i was "forced" to take my AL today.
so i applied a one-day annual leave.
the greatest part is,
tml i'm off again.
plannings for outing are planned.
i just wait for all the fun to come.

then on sat,
i manage to get morning shift.
and after work,
i can happily attend two more birthdays.
alvin and julie-ann.
woot...~
both will be at coasta sand-pasir ris.
hopefully their rooms are side by side.
so i dun have to split myself..
waahahhaa..

done with bettina and julie-ann's birthday present.
now i'm going out for alvin's one..
sian...
really dunno what to buy for guys.
anyway,
i'm just so broke this month.
all thanks to the comfortable foot massage.
it really cost like a bomb...

yeah movies.
finally gotta chance to watch movie again.
Ice Age 3 this time.
but not 3D.
dated xiaowei to watch..
no, she date me to watch...
ahha...


alright,
shall have dinner at botak jones tonight again!!!
whoppy...


when talking abt off day,
anna is the MOST hyperactive one..

my 2nd day of night shift...

today is a lonely night.
very lonely..
had dinner with sis.
meet weihao for less than 10mins,
and off i go for work.
during the ride to work,
pass by orchard.


with the glittering lights along the streets,
with couples on streets,
ppl with handful of shopping bags.
how i wish i was one of them.
i just felt so lonely suddenly.

last night, weihao accompany to work.
with fun and laughter throughout the journey.
but today, a quiet and lonely one.
he needs to attend ben's grandpa's funeral.
i don't blame him on that.

but maybe my mood isn't right enough.
i just felt so sad and empty.
need some empathy.
and some voice of care.

sometime work life really make me felt so bad.
i just need freedom suddenly.
maybe night shift....,
no! it's shift work isn't suitable for me.


sigh
sigh
sigh...

night shift.
night shift.
i'm finally having my night shift.


i miss my pillow.


anyway,
last night i watched a movie that i regretted watching.
it's called The Haunting in Connecticut.
OMGodess...
it's so scary, disgusting, eerie.
i should choose Obssesed instead.
sigh...
it's the first time i felt like
leaving the theatre halfway thru the show.
i hate that show........ -_-"


goodnight the whole world...
goodnight to my monkey.
goodnight to boy.
goodnight to mayday.
goodnight xiaowei.
goodnight everyone,
have a good sleep...

back to my updates again...
have been nursing H1N1 patient for the past 4days.
and ytd, i took MC.
i just felt so weak suddenly.


down with flu, sore throat, general weakness, bodyache...
sounds like h1n1 symptoms?
i consulted GP ytd,
and he claims i'm down with normal flu.
told AC NC mani,
and she says why the doctor din ask for H1n1 throat swab test?
(how i know la...)

was supposed to be morning shift today.
and i requested for afternoon shift.
result was: i got off instead.

well, it's good actually.
cause i get to rest.
have been sleeping for almost 20hrs ytd.
i feel so numb and blur.
all thanks to the medication,
i slept and now my whole body is so jelly.
i have no strength anymore.
just felt so restless.

i can't wait to recover.
because falling sick is my enemy.
i hate swollowing pills.
and making sure i finish the full course of antibiotic.
life stuck in bed is the worst!!!!


-i felt like a paralysed-