it's sunday. i'm off. so again, i'm blogging abt attachment life. maybe it's bored to read, but, just read when you feel like.. it's gonna be quite long post, i think...
CI eileen. the best CI i ever met. she's just so soft spoken and she's the senior clinical instructor. she's soft, gentle and nice to talk to. she told us that if sometime we got too stress up, we can go to her and cry on her shoulder... haha.. i think i'll really do that when i'm that stressed-up.
Sister Geh. she's the most approachable sister in my ward. luckily she's in-charge of B2 side(i'm at b2). so everytime when i got any request i'll approach her FIRST.
Sister Salimah. this senior nurse manager is the queen of the ward. she doesn't compromise silly misktake from all staff. every central report, when she's on shift, she can talk up till 45mins. and keep on reminding us abt charting properly and patients complain and stuff. she is strict. very strict. strict to an extend that it's either you respect her or you hate her.
but for me, i've always respect her. cause i know being a sister is not easy. in which ward does sister stay OT till 6plus 7 just to ensure the ward is working properly. and knowing that ward 46 is the busiest ward, i understand why she needs to be strict. if she's not, i guess all of us will work like rubbish...(in a way).
i haven start taking cases yet. as from all sisters, all student will only start taking cases from 1dec, which means tml... shd i be happy or sad. well, guess i shd bring out that humble attitude to work tml. i have to learn as much as i can in this 3months. hope i'm really able to cope. thanks to nurimah, my preceptor who guided me this far. i know there's more to go. though her attitude is pretty short- tempered, but i'm just going to give in ALL the way. afterall, my performance relys on myself and everyone i've met. so good luck.
lately family problems sets in again. i'm really sucks at handling my mom. i just can't give in. i'm just so unfilial to her. thinking back, anna, you've really changed so much... stop blaming her and start loving her. i dun want to regret for not having time to spend with her when one day she's no longer around. anna, come to your senses now. stop being a stubborn shit. wake up. love the right one...
-Lee Guitar Concert-
yup, last night i went to the lee guitar concert. it was李宗盛 and other celebrities taking abt the guitar stories. tanya chua was there, 张震岳was there,陈绮贞 was there too. and not forgetting, MAYDAY.
they are all 'rocks record' celebs. and interestingly each of them mention abt their first time picking up guitar and start composing. in fact all of them are great composers who composed many chinese songs that touches many ppl's heart.
i'm sure music is important to many ppl. and guitar, like what they mention is only a wooden prank with 6 strings. and this simple instrument actually can produce very good music. after going for this concert, it has boost me to continue my learning of guitar. afterall, i'm realy amazed the strumming methods that was performed last night..





finally i got to see mayday, again.
another thrilled last night.
HIGH-ness still persist.
memories still flashes quickly every min.
no mayday, no life.
after two weeks of working with my other staff nurses, i finally get my chance to work with my preceptor, nurimah. hmm.. she's 2yrs older than me. she's so cool. but strict. everyone told me, 'must be humble..' so that's all i kept in mind. and as well as keeping myself save too. i'm so TIRED working.... worst part is i'm NOT PAID! argh... whatever.
this saturday, i'm going for CONCERT!!! yup. mayday is coming. for concert, of course. but this time round is tgt with some other celebrity... my friend, xiao jun and i got the cheapest ticket, $78. after joining the 'Impact' contest, xiao jun won a pair of $168 ticket. ~woohoo... and we manage to find buyer for our pair of $78tickets.. :)
i so can't wait for saturday to come... mayday!!!! mayday equals to anna's live... :)
a candy that you can never miss out when CHRISTMAS is here!!!
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[con't ] our one year anniversary photos...

the honda fit 08 that he rented. look how serious is he when he's driving...

my lovely sunflower. and the lil' penguin i got for him.

TCC. the coffee ice-cream and prawn dippers. ~"slurp"


Giraffe!~ so appetizing isn't it.. [yummy food cheers my day]

not forgetting our ring and lots of photos shooting moments.
boy, like i've said:
without you, i won't be able to realise how strong i am.
to wait for this day to come. to wait for our meet up days everytime.
without you, life is dull. life will be so boring.
without you, who will wipe my tears? who will listen to my whine.
without you, who will be there worrying abt me.
because it's you, i know i'm not alone.
because you live, i live...
hey ppl, it's 28days to my birthday. everyone! pls remember that. 21dec!!!! afterall, it's da end of being 19 anymore. how sad. i'm old.. oh no.. i'm oldER..
it's damn greaty and lucky to have a straight 2-days off from tiring work. today and tml.
(bestest things on earth)
it's a sunny afternoon for me to slack on my cosious-bed till late noon.
knowing that alarm-clock won't ring anytime
that always shock me away from my deep beauty sleeep.
keeping my minds off work for da moment.
thinking all abt HIM.
thinking back on what we did on our anniversary.
and thinking abt what he said, and everything.
awaken from my beautiful dreams,
starting to feel bored.
stuck at home. no nice prog on tvs.
(how shitty..)
alright. i'm searching for some fun now.
bye...
happy anniversary
it's a wonderful yesterday. we celebrated our one-year anniversary together... time really flies. it's been one yr alr. the one year where we been thru a lot of our 'first time'. the one year of fun we had. the one year of happiness we share. the one year of sweet moments we got. the two times of quarrel during this one year. the tears we cried, together. the thick and thin we suffered thru the year. we both create the impossible together. it's not because of him nor it is because of me... it's because of the both of US, and that's why we were able to walk this far...
i was able to request for an off on wed(yesterday) from that strictest sister in my ward. she was kind enough to let me off.. all thanks to her, our plan succeeded half. this celebration is so different from any other. no keeping each other in suspense on what the other party had planned to surprise you.. because we plan our celebration together. we wanted things to go according to our plans and 'YES IT DID!'.
arou
we went to couple lab last fri to get our ring made. the ring that we aim-ed so long.. and something so special happen is that his finger size is 19 and mine is 11. (19.11)-the day we were together. it seems that we are very fated with the no. 19 and no. 11.
alright anyway, he went to rent a car. (i wanted my fav suzuki swift but it was ended up a honda fit). well, at least i sit on a car and he drive me around. it was raining ytd and luckily we had a car, if not i guess it won't be as wonderful.
we went for movie- high school musical. den to tcc for some brewed-coffee. (basically i'm just so hooked to TCC). next we went for neoprint shoots.( it's our special day, how can we forget abt photos are remembrance?). next we be our dinner at 'Giraffe'. giraffe is simply a place that i wanted to go badly. i always said i wanted to go like 4years ago? until now, he has finally grant my wish. best ah... ok! giraffe is located opposite the istana which is somewhere opposite plaza singapura... anyway, the choice of food there is quite limited. but the food we ordered is just so yummy... boy you said you will bring me there again.. dun forget hur... we went kallang after our dinner.
boy, thanks for the sunflower. i know you wanna thank me for buying that penguin for you.. [haha, hey ppl, it's my first time i buy soft toy for guys. he is the first. how cute is that. it's not that buying soft toy is cute. but my boy loves penguin and wanted one from me.. he's just my big baby.. hug that to sleep everynight alright...baby boy]. back again, boy thanks for all the fun. i've simply enjoyed last night. things just go on so smoothly and our plans are nicely done. it's a beautiful day. and that day ended. leaving memories. i'm glad you enjoyed too. we shall celebrate that again next year..
pictures and photos will be up soon. everyday i have to rush to attachment. nooooo! can i just stop attachment? i want some time for myself... argh.. ok. i'm going off to sgh ward 46. room 26. ciao. will update again soon.
boy,
iloveyou.
muacks.
i'm back to blog. well, attachment at ward 46 is really busy. i've been doing junior work for the past few days. cool... some of us really hope that we can do junior work for the rest of our 3mths.. but, too bad. we can't. basically i'm brushing up my subcu-injection in this ward, cause i'm posted to an endo/gastro ward. so which means there's many diabetes patient.
just 2days back, i got a compliment by one of my patient. early morning he has been pretty bad-tempered towards the staff nurses and ite students. many of them told me to be careful of him as i might be get scolded by him too. having that warning in mind, i carry on my routine and go to the patient. after few rounds of attending to his needs, while i'm doing his vital signs, he begin to ask me abt being a student nurse and staff... and before i end the whole conversation, he told me,' i can see that you'll be a very successful staffnurse in the future! i have been observing you.'
overall, this is what i learnt. every patient who is 'living' in the ward are not willing to. but they have no choice. i believe no one loves living in the hospital. and because they are sick, they dun have a choice. and that result in having a bad mood. like what the patient says,' he comes here is to get treated and not to get worst. so he needs to get the quality care.'
this little compliment does motivate me to carry on to do my best. but i will not see it as an advantage..
omg... it's been almost 3weeks since i last blog. i've neglected my blog... here i am. BACK. and this post gonna be suuuuuuuper looooooong.
it's fri today. and coming monday will be the start of... erm... the critical part of nursing life? ya.. it's the start of PRCP. (dead.) so for the past 3weeeks, i've been spending my holis to the fullest. REALLY to the fullest.
i finally have the chance to meet up ALL my friends. and for the past 3 weeks:
i meet up subha for NYDC-ing at hereen. meet up caleb for sakae buffet. meet up desmond. outing with subha and fifi and we went mad-jacking at bukit timah. meet up our bunch of LAMEST CLUB. celebrated sis and mom's birthday. and also outing with my lovely boy.
it's the first time i went nydc. i love their desserts. it's so
chocolatie. and the serving is
BIG. *slurp* as for caleb. well, my god-bro. that pri sch teacher whom i knew since i'm sec 2? it's nice that we are still as crappy as before. i meet up desmond and return him that 1000 survey forms that he employed me to do. but sorry to say, i din manage to get it done. subha and fifi, my bestest sec friends.
6yrs of frenship. 6yrs of bonding. we meet up for dinner and chatted for hours. really missed those times when we always see each other in school everyday. and lamest club. the group that you'll always find laughter and nonsense and crazy among. you'll never feel dull and bored with.
well, a gathering for us before we start our PRCP. alice, i'll rmb what CARBONEH is.. :) and those photos and newprint we took. the movie at E2 max. the magic trick by james. the weird drink that we mixed and i had a total of TEN scoops of that... *not fair lah* -it tastes yuck-*puke* the shopping at town. the dinner at pasta mania. altogather those 10hrs of fun are really unforgettable.
(to des: let's organise another outing when our PRCP's over,k?)
as for my sis birthday on 26th oct. i had planned a surprise with alvin. alvin drove to our place and i brought sis into his car without her knowing who's car it was. (i din tell her i'm meeting alvin) so everything seems like a big prank. but yet a surprise! i just love to see the surprise-look that appears on her face. it's so.. ahahaha... well, we brought her to TCC at cathay and proceed to taka for seoul-garden with mom and bro. all thanks to alvin, who drive his toyota altis from serangoon to cck..
my mom's birthday on 6th nov( ytd). sis and i bought her a
BONIA bag in advance. we hide the bag so secretively that mom has been wondering if we bought her any pressie. she always wanted bonia bag so badly and "...tah-dah!!! now you have it, mummy! " we then brought her to try the authentic japanese curry rice at novena square. it's so yummy that mom loves it too.. wasn't a very big celebration. but we know she's happy with the bag cause she really really wanted it sooooooo badly.
today's friday. i'm meeting boy. going to have a game of badminton with him. had loads of fun with him these few weeks too. our anniversary is coming in 12days. it's time to count down. =) we have plan where to celebrate it, so just hoping i'm not working that day and also things go according to plans!
having said so much about having fun, over the weeks i have been preparing myself for PRCP too. knowing that i'm posted to ward 46, a gastro ward, i've read up my bio, and all the skills related to gastro. and also, i flip thru the WHOLE drug guide. i know i'm lousy at drugs. always dunno what the drugs are for. so, i've been reading up those too, to prepare myself. guess these 3months of prcp will be a good experience of being an in-charge nurse. i'm going to keep this in mind all the time: (anna, jiayou! rmb to take comment easily. learn your mistake and do better the next time. ask when you're unsure.)
alright. i written too much. shall stop here and hopefully i will have the time to update soon. and to everyone having PRCP, ALL THE BEST PPL, we shall all pass out and be a wonderful nurse!