with work and parties happening together.
on saturday.
treats for the farewell.
he's leaving and silence roamed.
smiles and laughter.
a choice he make.
working life gonna be dull.
but nothing's left regret.
all the best to the leavers.
[alvin. rini. allfadzlie.]
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shopping at queensway with mom and sis on sunday.
another day of family day.
got my FBT shorts.
got alice's FBT shorts.
sis got her skirt.
[off to ORCHARD]
went ZARA and got a free tee with my voucher.
saw wendy, wan ting and gang..
went PS. had sakae sushi!! *yummy*
[back to lot 1]
buy food for bro.
[HSH]!!!
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when i reached home, i wash my everlast shoes.
soooo dirty. BTH.
some much of popcorn stains.
even ants come to visit.
*next time, pls dun touch that dirty shoes of mine*
weiliang called.
talk to him abt life.
he told me all his past.
called my boyfriend.
fix my phone.
sweetdreams.
zzzzzzZZZ.
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anyway, within this week, i've heard 3ppl telling me abt their past and life experience. boy's dad, angel, and weiliang. seriously, i think anna is hooked on being a listener to ppl saying real life stories. i mean i love sharing life experience and i love ppl sharing to me abt theirs too. i'll put myself in their shoes and start "imagine". maybe i just loves to imagine. imagine what will i do if it happens to me.
well, not forgetting giving ppl some word of advice.. :) life is just so happening. it's never dull. i say that because i see it this way. lifes equals to how you see it. :)
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i'm so broke now! really really broke. after working and earning. i finally got my 1.1K. and after 5thjuly, i'm broke! school fees will be deducting in 4days time. afterall how am i going to survive with '$0' in my bank? this is my life's poorest moment. if only money drop from the sky. if only i can start a full time job now. if only, if only. but i will overcome days like this.
anyway, have a short talk with ms mok today. she told me that private hospitals are short of nurses! and after more thoughts, i think after i graduate, i wanna go mt elizabeth hospital. i dun really want to go govt hospitals. right now, that's my 1st choice. 2nd will then be SGH. :)
why am i up so early? i need my sleep. but well, i'm rushing, again. my life have been tighten by time and i'm always challenging with time- rushing! anyway, i'm up so early to prepare my management minutes. and also gather my script for my presentation TML! i'm not kan qiong. but i'm just short of time. BECAUSE i'm going for the birthday boy's BBQ at downtown chalet later..
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anyway, boy and i bought him 3miniature 'absolute vodka'. 3 diff flavours. i spend one and a half hour wrapping it up. but i spent more than 10hrs thinking of how to wrap it and where to get the material.. well, ytd meet boy at pasir ris. and we headed to the chalet.
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alright, overall the first day of the chalet was pretty fun. get to know a new friend, angel.. haha.. have loads of fun disturbing david. the funniest part was when all guys trying to *poke his arse*. wahahahah....
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afterall, boy's dad drove me home. i felt so guilty to trouble uncle everytime. cause they live in the east and have to drive me to the west and go back to east again... anyway, his dad actually told me this before i get down his lorry.., 'dao jia zhao yi dian xiu xi ah!' [rest early when you've reached home]-- with his deep deep voice and that cool cool face. *hahaha* so caring of him.
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last of all, happie 21st birthday, david. you've got your freedom!! golden key is in your hands. the key to freedom! you're an adult now.
back to school life again. dreadful.. as i know it'll be the beginning of stressful periods.
2 more months, exams, i'll be facing. not the normal 4modules this time. i got no idea how many are there but looking at the piles of books on my desk, i think i need my toes to help me to calculate...
schh starts at 10.10am. first day and i reach the class by 10.13am. late. but still consider present. saw all the familiar faces again. and saw alice! like so loooooong never see her. next realised desiree isn't with us. poor gal, fell sick. anyway talking abt alice, i haven went shopping with her this hols. kinda weird. cause we will always meet up for shopping! but well, since she shopped a lot at bangkok, i shall not blame her. anyway she bought us a watch and a pencil. the pencil is really interesting. i like it, gal! thanks!
time FLIES! like 2more months, all of us will be having intensive exams and then attachment. by Jan 2009, all of us will be graduating!!! awww.. it's really really fast.. though i'm so sick of schooling life, but knowing i'll see my frens in schh is the primary motivation. working hard for my desire is the secondary motivation...
no more regular working days. i'm concentrating on studies from today onwards. so here i'm stopping this post to revision. anna is staying in schh later than before. home is not a suitable area for studies. too much of influences!!!! i'm working hard now!
*well, i happen to hurt my finger like JUST NOW! having difficulty typing now. idiot nails.*
alright anyway, anna is so in love now. kinda almost going blinded by it.
i like the life i'm having now. the way he treats me. the way we past our days.
i feel so needed by him. that's the perfect feeling i wanted.
it's hard to find the perfect thing at the perfect moment,
but these days things are going so smoothly.
i really hope time can stop here forever.
that allows me to enjoy the every best moment that is happening now.
because i know, i just fallen for Mr Chua Wei Hao into the deepest.
and i know so he is..
best part is: that is not an empty promise...
set off from home at 12.30pm towards boy's house. reach there at around 1.30pm. looking at that perfect weather, our plans can carry on. after giving him the card i made, we prepare to fishing!!
we gather all the equipments. two fishing rods. a few hooks. the weight. the motor. plastic bags. fishing lines. multi purpose tools. and water. [boy, did i miss out anything?] den we went bedok interchange to get more fishing lines, bought prawns as the baits, hums, and penknife.
SET OFF to ECP. we actually walk from bedok to ECP. it's tiring to walk to east coast. very sweating. but it's really fun while we walk hand in hand tgt crapping and knowing that our destination is getting nearer. reach the jetty at around 4.30pm. found a shady spot and set up all equipments...
boy taught me how to fish!! here's so pics to share:
this is the rod. anna holds.
where's my fish?
boy and i caught our first fish AT THE SAME TIME!
(same type of fish)
maybe this is a couple in the sea too..
this weird fish that i caught.
can't see clearly but it's actually edible..
our rods are having their honeymoon moments.
while we have ours!
what a nice scenery that day.. well, altogether i caught 5fishes. and boy got 2. it such a fruitful day for me. i'm so lucky to caught some fishes on my first attempt. how fun. really fun. though i'm tanned a layer, but i really enjoy fishing. though the fishes are tiny [abt size of my palm], it's still a great experience afterall.
after fishing, we left jetty at 8.30pm. knowing that our stomachs are growling non-stop, we went for some feast! we ordered the same food we had the last time we came. and these are it...
sugarcane+lemon
dumpling soup with vinegar
hokkein mee!!!
i know you're salivating now.. but honestly, they are really tasty!!!! after filling our tummy, Home Sweet Home! and ended our 7th moniversary with a long beautiful sleep... zzzZZZZZZZZZ :D
have been working for the past 13days consecutive, i finally fall sick. feeling so terrible now. have been working like a bull earning as much money as i could before school starts. so tired. really tired. have not been having adequate sleep. but it's a bit choiceless. i just need a bit more income for my last school fees. and also i'm paying for my own phone bills. i'm under so much of financial burden. how irritating..was promoting this at bedok NTUC last week..
working at NTUC have been a fun experience. meeting many others promoters and got to mix with many different ppl. really an eye-opener for me. anyway, spending 3days at bedok, i've forced myself to do something that i hated and afraid most.. and that is: eating meals alone.
i always hated having meals alone. becoz i hate the scene of many eyes on me, like as if i'm a creature. eww.. can't stand that. anyway, i will not eat alone anymore next time.
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well, tml is 19th! our 7th month. i'm so looking forward for it. we've planned to go fishing!! =D hope the weather is good tml. anyway, have been making his card for the past one week. cause i dun have much free time, so i start making it earlier. i'm still left with the last part to go. hopefully i'll be able to complete it before meeting him tml.
anyway, he is jobless again. he quitted the job as a telemarketer at Califonia Fitness. afterall, that's not an easy job. well, it's time to get a new job real soon. go for whatever you enjoy most and stick to it. move forward when time's right... all the best to you boy. hope you'll get a job you really like real soon.. jiayou!!
Thinking back, I’ve serve moviebites for 8 months already. How long will I remain in moviebites then? Seems like most of the staffs are quitting. That ku-ku boss, Brian, has recruited another 7 philippines. WHAT THE HELL LA.! Really KU-KU!! Although some of the Philippines are nice, I just can’t stand the way they talk. Cause I can’t understand them.. that’s irritating..
Well, Alvin and Wilson have just quit. Allfadzlie work till end of the month. Rini is quitting end of the week. Izyani looking for a permanent job. Zuliana, who has work for 5years, looking for another job and will quit after she found. Gosh!! Seems like I’m the only sporean left. How saddening. Sigh…
Well, but i guess I’m leaving by Oct. afterall, attachment and PRCP will be occupying me. The next to go will be me. Having working for this long [ my longest job so far], there’s really lots and moments and memories that remains. I’ll miss all the nonsense we used to have. How we used to crap and fun. Goodluck to all the leavers…
Working in this line, or rather working for SHAW HOUSE allows me to have lots of eye-opener. Seeing different celebrities and seeing different weird customers. Hearing weird orders and meeting nice people. Learning how to manage my work and attitudes. Seen a lot of politics problem among us, and learn to deal with staff of different characters too. learnt lots of business technique. Lastly, knowing that money reaches my bank and free complimentary tickets to take by the end of every month.
working life can be fun. That’s the reason for my persistent in remaining in working while schooling. At first it was money that motivates me to work, but that has not be the only motivation for me now!
Work!
Work!
Work!
this is why i hated staying at home during holidays. there's so much things that i can't do. restrictions again. how bored... but somehow i feel so unfilial that i didn't help my mom with chores. i was so not in mood in doing it. well, so i've decided to leave home early to meet xiaowei for lunch at lotone. i gotta go to work later, so it doesn't make much difference out early or later.
-i miss my secc schh friends.
-i want a joyful life.
-i'm enjoying what i'm having now.
-my life is going to be better than i thought.
was thinking of holding a secc schh gathering. will ppl turn up?
have finally listed the amount of things i wanna get. ends up a pretty long list. and then i realised how much money needs me.( yes, money needs ANNA.) lalala..
got to work now.
bye.
it's hols time!! HOLIDAYS! i love it... freedom comes back to me again. you've finally return. i so much in love with having my own freetime. doing what i always enjoy.
this 2weeks of holidays, i'm gonna filled up totally. my first week gonna be my working week. having 2jobs now, cause i just NEED money. mon to thurs working at moviebites. fri to sun working for CCNP as candy promoter. how SWEET...
well, if there's time, i need to start study alr..
then, do some projects.
and spend time with friends and boyfriend.
not forgetting being a pig and replenish my beauty sleep.
although no chance to go oversea, i shall remain in spore and do the best out of myself.
freedom~! that's all it takes to make me move on!!!
omg, i haven been updating for so long.. shd start now. anyway, it's been 15days that i've waited to see him. actually WE waited for 15days to meet each other. boy went to my workplace to find me ytd. i have been hoping to see him for so long. well, this 15days indeed killing me. i did not mention but i'm missing him every moment. even in my deep sleep.
ytd, when he finally appear in front of me, my heartbeat are racing. it's like it's going to beat out the next sec...(i'm not kidding). he came and gave me a great massage on my shoulder. woah* i sooooo need that.. we went for dinner tgt and then went Tangs to walk. having only 30mins of breaktime, we occupied that time fully.
the feeling of not wanting to be seperated when i hugged him. and everytime that same scent of his body. the same bony yet comfortable body. that familiar feeling and actions. somehow just wanna turn into a koala bear and cling onto him like a tree trunk forever..
i know we will have to part. and when we parted, the memory of him still remains in me. till i reach home at 2am, till i fall into my beauty sleep, till i dreamt of him, till i wake up seeing his message and until now, and even later on. (i actaully dreamt of us going fishing tgt last night.)
hey boy, shall we go fishing one fine day? you said you wanna teach me to fish!!
this 15days make the feelings for him stronger. i thought it'll be weaker, but i'm wrong. maybe i've been looking forward everytime to see him and when i finally does, the feelings grew... it's going to be our 7th month on the coming 19th (11days more). it's time to plan out something...
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my dear battery is out of spore!!! kinda miss her actually. she has reach bangkok already, i guess. hmmm, actually,since the start of yr3 both of us have not been communicating much. somehow the feeling like how we were during yr1 and 2 kinda faded. maybe the similarity in us is no longer similar, maybe we have all changed different, maybe... i dunno.
i really miss those days of crapping in school. thinking of it, we have only 3,4 months with the class only. less than 150days only. but it seems like there's a gap in between us. how i wish we can break those gaps with our battery power and be close like before. can we? you know i dun treat you as my friend. but someone more
special than that...
so what if there's no [smiley face] beside my name? maybe that kinda bothers me. but i guess i can't stop others to behave that way. when i attended andy's tutorial few weeks back, we were told to stick a paper behind our back and goes around letting ppl write what best describes you! i was VERY shock to receive this from my classmate: 'like by all'.
i thought to myself, ' am i really like by all?' somehow that's not the way. but well, that's my friends perception and i'm honoured he/ she feels that i'm like that..
but my main focus in this post is whether am i really think i am... sometimes i just dun understand myself and dun really know what i want. maybe not in life [i know i wanna be a nurse in life], but what i want in some other aspect like relationship, truefriends, kinships, blar blar blar...
life is so complex. filled with everything to allow everyone to experience it. how i wish it can be more simpler, so that i know what i'm heading to... i NEED a simple life...
random sentence: it's been 9 days since the day we went cycling and also the day we last met. i sooo sooo miss you. but what else can i do besides missing you?
